Its A Hell Life

2008-04-11T21:46:00.003+08:00

Today, with sounds in the head, recieves sounds from the outside is frustrating.

Well, been quite upset, flare a rare temper on messanger though mind you doesn't have any form of vulgarity inside it.

Initially joking as burn out but seems i got burned by sounds from others.

Slowly the flames lit up and the blood began to boil.

Guilty? I felt not to the person I am talking to but felt for the others.

In here deep down in my heart, I will like to apologise to the one person who take the trouble to come school for just a meeting and another for the trouble in preparation of items needed for days to come.

Growth of hate start to escalate for the person who thought of no answer but capable of pointing fingers and weakness prehaps...

Fine, I say to myself, one can do it the hard way or the easy way... as if I had not said anything bad about me.

Thoughts of solutions became bubbles in the air with milliseconds away from destruction.

Trying to make up for mistake but recieve no chances to repent for the wrongdoings.

Feeling sorry to myself? NO! Never felt it.

In moments, human emotions slips away leaving the husk behind

I felt nothing...NOTHING, I say.

Remember me one last time as a social person for as I reverting back to my true empty self.

Never been angry yet emotionless before...

What are the plans? Tomorrow, I would send and apology mail to the in charge and personal apologies using messanger.

Though it doesn't help...but that is all I can do as reversing time is totally a fictional idea.

One question remain to the person whom my anger emotion went to...

WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO DO?

Be a human, slave or the animal, I do not care for the empty body contains no emotion.

I no longer have the need to say anything as for you see the depression is setting in.

Does making one depress and felt shameless makes one happy?

I fret not!

I shall be empty for this day on.

If ever shall thou read this, remember that it's the words of yours that pushes me to the edge.

I am no longer who you think I am...

2008-04-05T00:31:00.002+08:00

Well...Finally posted? LOL!!! Kind of lazy since the last post and yea it have been almost 6 months lor. Suddenly now posting coz well...feels like it hahahaha!!!

Just decided to post now but mind drawing blank...It is like I want to write but somehow can't think of things to write now...Bad timing eh? LOL!!! After 2007 is over, thinking back, it has been a good year so far and I don't really regret it. PLUS I am happy that I had all the classmates from last year. THX ALL!!! I seldom dislike classmates onli sometimes chemistry does it works then yea dislike becomes normal. So well, luckily, 2007 classmates are ones that I do not really have a linger of dislike in them LOL!!! Seems quite self centred in judging people huh! Well to me it happens naturally, so ya don't really blame me please? LOL!!!

Although it is late to mention 2007 now but now the new year aint that bad either!!! Meet new people on the job, new friends and now new CLASS!!! Kind of exciting for me but well I am the slient type of people so yep wont be speaking. Some of them I know from last year and well nice working with them again.

So far, my final year project is kinda stressful even though I looked relax and slow but yea it gets to me from time to time. Oh well have to complete it LOL!!! No choice hahahaha!!!

Had chalet and yea got pics but wont been doing any uploading coz it kinda tiring...let me off this time can? LOL!!! Anyways, hope you all are not bored by words LOL!!! Coz it is lengthy!!! LOL!!!

I think I stop here for a while...the next time I update maybe 6 months later??? LOL!!!

Things to say...

2007-09-12T15:24:00.000+08:00

Well to start off, a lot of things happen these few weeks and it is very fun. Let's start with the homework bash...

Homework??? RP doesn't really have it but one of my friend Zeith sama say she got and well, ShiHui and I go and help her a little at the same time having fun lol!!! Anyways, we go to her house and then start helping her with her 3D shapes and well, it is horrible as I have to do calculation and got it wrong coz I cannot visualize it 3D and make it diffcult to cut and form the shapes. It must be exact somemore and it is darn hard but well we tried and do until 12 midnight and shihui have to go.

These is each of our foot and well it is obvious whose is whose...

This is me showing how nice is this cream pie(i think)...

Well these pictures posted are edited lol!!! Also for that day we got tired of doing and take some pictures hahaha!!! I look so girly...not till you see the next picture.

So after that not too long, we have a stayover at Zeith sama house!!! This means more picture taking and more fun. We watch dead slience and also some other tv drama. We also cook the curry rice and eat which is damn nice but then well I help in washing hahaha!!! I not really know how to cook hahaha!!! Here comes the pictures...

I feel this is nicer picture coz it is natural and well I still look girly...

For this is the only picture with Zeith sama lol!!!

Our curry rice...did not garnish well...

Lastly, the event is chalet!!! Well our whole group have a chalet and it is like very fun!!! The people there are fernz, clar, russ, peiqi, peiqi's baby(lol), matt, hockmeng, zeith sama, shihui, cleve(hope I don't spell it wrong), junwen, weiren, xue hua and of coz me!!! Anyways, weiren and junwen is like never meet for a long time and well it is nice to meet again!!! Oh ya cleve also so long never meet hahaha!!! Anyways, the first night was fun and we never really sleep for me and russ, so we play nds with the most famous game cooking mama!!! LOL!!! Then well, the second night is like so disturbing coz russ and xue hua keep calling my name making me cannot sleep!!! Anyways, the second day, russ go swimming and matt and me watching him coz well we don't want to swim and russ insist we have to watch him...Tsk tsk like a kid sia... Anyways, got go party world and sing hahaha!!! Kind of funny but I fell asleep halfway but it is for a while lol!!!

Here comes the pictures...

I think this is only one picture I look nice so I don't show the rest hahaha!!!

That is all, I had a fun time these few weeks hahahaha!!!

Funny Funny Funny!!!

2007-08-26T01:03:00.000+08:00

Wah today si bei funny!!! Nothing much when going out as we talk normal things but then at night it is so damn funny!!!

It is like we were laughing the clothes and how er xin we look when we wear like that. I don't really get the funny part about I wearing the orange singlet which is like errr it is funny coz it will look si bei er xin LOL!!! Anyway when going to watson, they have those kind like makeup the circle kind of things. You just have to put your finger and rub on the back of the hand to see whether it is good or nice on you. Then here comes the story... As we looking and then SHI HUI trying testing it using her finger to see whether the colour suits her. She try three circle in a row and move to the top to try the fourth one and when she did the action of putting her finger and rubbing her hand, I ask her..."Errr don't you think this thing need to open up the lid first?" It is like so funny she try the first three circle and it is like she don't know that need to open the lid then can take the powder and rub on her hand!!! We laugh until like siao la!!! LOL!!! Anyway it happen twice in the oppsite way!!! It is like the other row is open then she and I try to open it la!!! LOL!!! I think we all scare ler hahaha!!! Then her finger like omg!!! Go dig into the powder until got lines lor!!! Still it is like not the end la!!!

When want to take bus, she buy drink from those vending machine where the cup drop and the liquid just drip through some holes. Then she take it out kena a bit of milo/coffee stains from the sides. She somemore go clean it on the banner on the wall la!!! LOL!!! Not only that when we reaching the bus waiting area for no. 81, the bus come liao then we chiong towards it and quickily drink that drink that she brought coz no cover and if on bus sure spill and like we chiong drinking, passing each other the drink, forcing ourself to drink with all those tiny ice in our mouths!!! SO COLD!!! In the end we just throw away the remaining coz cannot make it in time!!! Up on the bus we slowly chew the ice!!! LOL!!!

Anyway today is damn funny la even more funny than yesterday and I think hor the makeup that one sibei funny!!! LOL!!!

Funny Funny!!!

2007-08-24T23:44:00.000+08:00

Ok recently I have not been updating as there are many things happening but I am too lazy to type all about it.

Simply, I have no school liao coz it is the holidays!!! HAHAHAHA!!! I have so many free time but I think most of the time I go and so the PP project which I will be doing on SPCA. So today, it is quite funny when going vivo as the train shut me out!!! I got stuck outside while the rest is inside hahaha!!! Then later I go find them lol!!! Quite a funny experience!!! Another thing is that at the art friend, the jokes of school bag and pouch is darn funny!!! Kind of lazy to explain but yea it is funny!!! Also We go Carl's Jr and it is damn nice to eat also the fish is great!!! I like it better than Long John Silver!!! Reason maybe is not too dry!!! Then go home is kind of tired as we do shopping nearly the whole day and as usual I never buy anything.

So I think that is about all coz there is nothing much today except for the weird dream I have which is too bizzare and not really feel like explaining it.

I AM BACK!!!

2007-07-22T16:24:00.000+08:00

Hahaha!!! Finally I am back to blog even though I could have done it earlier but nowadays the RJ I have been doing is draining all my brain cells!!! LOL!!! Thatz why it takes me long to blog hahaha!!!

Anyway, I am here to clean up this dusty blog!!! Hmmm... I changing the song coz it is boring by now hahaha!!! So there aint nothing much to say since there are nothing much happening. People birthday celebration, going kbox, meeting new classmates is already past and nothing much to say about them. Just Love the SONG LOL!!!

So just update that it is going to be a fun holiday soon I think LOL!!! Can't wait for Holiday LOL!!! I thinking of changing theme for my blog but I haven had time to design it yet LOL!!! So ya stay along to see my design hopes it doesn't sux!!!

Some clothes at my working place!!!

2007-03-19T00:39:00.000+08:00

Well been working for almost a week and I couldn't resist to take some clothes pictures!!! All the clothes you see are from Hang Ten at CentrePoint and can be also found at Plaza Singapura!!!

Very common but nice as my camera sux!!! New arrival somemore!!!

This is good!!! See the next picture for how exactly it look like!!!

Cool isn't it? I love the design!!!

This look like russ jacket...

It is his jacket and it is only $29!!!

This is so winter!!! But it is darn nice too!!!

Well all this are clothes that I like!!!! ^^ So if you do like it, Come down to Hang Ten!!! Anyway all this products are from Hang Ten and the reason I post this pictures is not to promote Hang Ten but to show the clothes that draw me into looking at it more and more!!!

See you later people as the work still continues!!!

Update!!!

2007-03-10T13:44:00.000+08:00

Well got work so will be very buzy and now I think better update or not no time!!! Change blog song because it sounds nice though not really fitting in my theme of my blog skin.

I been posted to CentrePoint at orchard road LOL!!! But my pay is like shit $4/hr and I actually don't care much as I work for fun!!! ^^ If I don't like, one month contract I quit or I breach the contract LOL!!! I ever work and breach a contract and pay them back 2 weeks of my work. So the pay isn't important. I feel somehow that I will meet someone interesting that will so call "teach" me about something perhaps a lesson or whatever and I will be able to appreciate this lesson learn. Maybe he/she is enemy but sometimes when you dislike someone, you can learn alot of things from them. They at times gives the motivation to work harder. Some things you can learn is like telling you about life that you will meet such person no matter work or social gathering and sometimes they "tells" you how to tolerate and handle such person.

It isn't that bad but well it is kind of fun when learning such things as it is unexpected!!!^^ Anyways, I later will be headed out soon to check out the place LOL!!! Even though I working on monday!!! ^^ See ya bloggers!!!

A Quiz...Quite Cool!!!

2007-03-01T17:43:00.000+08:00

This is the quiz I take from a ex classmates's friend...

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Sounds like me specially this part..."You are afraid of failure" As indeed I have a thing for getting things right!!! I do not really like failure so ya another of my weakness hahahaha!!!

Here is the link...
Personality Test

Something to think about...

2007-02-27T23:10:00.000+08:00

Hmm...As time goes by, there is a lot to think about like is my life great so far or is this what I really want? Such questions will just simply pop out in my mind. I think for others it will be the same won't it? Then decisions we made may not what we want to make out of the situation. Sometimes, I think what maybe right may turn out wrong eventually. So recently decision making is kind of hard for me...

Well, life is like that, sometimes you wish that it will be better for you but once it becomes better, you may think is this what you really want? As who knows, by making your life better others may have to suffer. So what is right and wrong? It is never wrong if you want life to be better but it is also never right if it have to turn out sour for someone else.

I think the most important will be who we really are? I mean like ok I am from who and who but it only demostrates our background but not who we really are. Sometimes, you may think you are kind but to others it may turn otherwise. Is this the image you protray? Is that what you want what others to see you? I think what others see you may not be important but it will affect the reputation you may try to build up. Just like the second chance campaign where jailers gets the second chance when going out to work after release. However, the reputation may not be there at times like will you let a theif to be your accountant? I don't think so as it may be so call "dangerous" even if the theif have quit his/her bad habits. So reputation like certificates are needed at times in the working world. However, I do not think that is much importance as it is kind of discrimiation to others. So it is only important to certian extent I think. Hmm... the more I say it getting diffcult to answer on my own as each answer I get in my head contridicts each other.

So ya I think by now someone will complain saying "Don't Think So Much!!!", that the image I protray at times for thinking too much but again it does not affect me much as it is what I want to do when writing as sometimes mindless writing makes me feel uncomfortable. So the previous entry maybe mindless writing LOL!!!

I think that's all for today as I know that I can continue writing non stop if given the time...Yesterday didn't sleep well so I think I sleep early today.

Last lesson for Enterprise...

2007-02-07T21:24:00.000+08:00

Well learned about elevator talk and it is kind of last minute work but it turned out to be a very successful end and I am so happy hahahaha!!!

I think it is kind of fun to do like role play as don't need to present lengthy theories and also can talk more naturally hahahaha!!!

Nothing much to say today except this lessons end early and it rocks LOL!!!

Pryo

Prince of Lies & Falsehood

Flamez out...

Last Day for science...

2007-02-06T21:46:00.000+08:00

I think I will be updating this last five days of school!!! So for those who seldom see my blog will get something very long to read on!!!

I think last day of science is normal and nothing much to say but I did a lot of work today!!! Quite happy actually!!! As I last science lesson entirely don't know what going on but today, I know what's happening and I can finally do work!!! Wahahaha!!!

Then my science faci very lame sia hahaha her last lame joke started from...

Student: "Why other faci do not like to be call teacher."

Science Faci: "Coz they are faci and I am fussy."

Then here comes the cold wind... Damn lame but very cold until can laugh!!!

Then she got present the so called 6P but kind of funny one of the pictures and she gave the website and here is what I did to the picture with my own words from my RJ...

LOL? It is a sort of saying by me (if someone have the same saying as me, it must be coincidence) and it says about teamwork and also a deeper meaning would be understanding.

I do not know it is easy to understand but I lazy to explain againz though I can get it right from my RJ...

Ok I think I take from part of my RJ...

"...Since it is about teamwork and understanding, I think there is a good metaphor which is “Some people thinks that RP is RIP but there is no I in RP”, this is means identical in this metaphor “There is no I in a team” but with a twist that some people used to think that RP is a lousy school and it is close to ITE where you will “die” in the society there and like RP is known almost the same as we will “die” in the society.
It could be a joke or a saying in someone who do not catch the meaning RIP joke.. I can believe that the conversation may go: “RP is RIP!” “But there is no I in RP?” LOL! This metaphor I mention also demonstrates the understanding as that knowing what RP means is different from what understand RP means. So RP doesn’t have I in it but that knowing and understanding is that it is a comment that RP is a school where you will “die” when you come out and work in the society. See two meaning in a metaphor and so to understand the second meaning requires further understanding..."

Ok done! I think I go sleep...Ready for an exciting tommorrow!!!

Pryo

Prince of Lies & Falsehood

Flamez out...

Random???

2007-01-29T21:15:00.000+08:00

This is kind of random to type but these questions just keep coming to my mind...Please do not be offended by such questions as they are offically random and have no pin point purpose to anyone.

Situation 1:If your mother and your mother mother(grandmother) in the present were to die and you can save one of them, who would you save?

Logical reason(I think): Save mother as grandmother is already old so die never mind but mother is still young.

Emotional reason(I think): Save the one you are close to. Example, you are close to grandmother so save her.

Situation 2:If your mother in the present time(alive maybe 40+) and your mother mother(grandmother) in the past time(about to be born) were to die and you can save one of them, who would you save?

Logical reason(I think): Save the grandmother as without the grandmother there will not have your mother and there will not be you.

Emotional reason(I think): Slightly impossible to save the one you are close to as with such powerful logical reason, you will lose your mother in either way if you are close to your mother.

Situation 3If your mother mother(grandmother) in the present time(alive 80+ maybe) and your mother in the past time(about to be born) were to die and you can save one of them, who would you save?

Logical reason(I think): Save your mother as without your mother there will not be you.

Emotional reason(I think): Save the one you are close with is sightly possible as if you are close to your grandmother, you won't mind to be non existance for the love for your grandmother.

Situation 4If your mother and your mother mother(grandmother) in the past(just about to be born) were to die and you can save one of them, who would you save?

Logical reason(I think): Save your grandmother as she still can be alive unlike your mother as if your grandmother have not been there, your mother will not be born and so two person die or become non existance.

Emotional reason(I think): Save the one you are close with is totally hard to decide as one way both will die while the other way may have one person survive but if that person is someone you dislike, it will be a tough decision.

So end of the stupid questions in my mind...But there are one more question left for me to answer only...Again please do not be offended by my questions and answers.

A Situation...One day, your girlfriend were to be found by you in the toilet slashing once on her hand leaving a bloody line on it, what will you do?

My answer: I will most likely call the hospital to bring amblulance to recover two injured person. Then I will slash my hands twice and say "Seeing you in such pain like this, doubles the pain for me".

Cheesy isn't it? But it will be the thing I most likely will do if I were to be seriously in love with someone. I am sort of silly guy hahaha...

Anyway, back for today, recent meet a lot of friends from PRCS... Kind of surprise actually hahaha...Then another surprise will be that my enterprise facilitator gave me an A!!! Shocked as she gave me lots of Cs and some Bs!!! Kind of happy hahahaha!!! But still don't except much...as who knows she give me a C againz!!!

Nothing much to say as I have already written some of my thoughts in...the last situation is kind of maybe male hormones kicking in...LOL!!! Can't stop it LOL!!! Anyways, stop here!!!

Pryo

Prince of Lies & Falsehood

Flamez out...

Dusty...

2007-01-08T00:04:00.000+08:00

Wah...My blog become so dusty le!!! So time to clean it up...

Well recently into RO againz coz got new jobs!!! So want to play a lot on it!!! Then also back to school once more but this time I don't feel sianz at all sia coz I want to work hard as I slack last semester!!!

Now I feel nothing to do sia...New Year and Countdown done long ago le...Nothing much to say leh...About today...also nothing much just go out with friend and have another disappointing day...Oh ya meet some ex sec classmates...Not bad sia can meet time so late at night...

Now slacking waiting for school tommorrow but I haven sleep yet coz hair wet LOL!!!

Actually I never/seldom regret what I did last year as I think personally it is fruitful...I make a lot of friends and have lots of fun...I think I have regret for this year as I slack a lot so it is time to buck up hahaha...Hope this year can make new friends...Note to self, this year for me maybe having trouble with family relationship...That was just a prediction on my own hahaha...

Maybe I will change blog skin to something heavenly LOL!!! Since it is time to get out hell life and have a heaven start!!! Note to self againz...Got lots of $$ this week hohoho...SO happy...Change song liao...

You are the Hanged Man

Self-sacrifice, Sacrifice, Devotion, Bound.

With the Hanged man there is often a sense of fatalism, waiting for something to happen. Or a fear of
loss from a situation, rather than gain.

The Hanged Man is perhaps the most fascinating card in the deck. It reflects the story of Odin who offered himself as a sacrifice in order to gain knowledge. Hanging from the world tree, wounded by a spear, given no bread or mead, he hung for nine days. On the last day, he saw on the ground runes that had fallen from the tree, understood their meaning, and, coming down, scooped them up for his own. All knowledge is to be found in these runes.

The Hanged Man, in similar fashion, is a card about suspension, not life or death. It signifies selflessness, sacrifice and prophecy. You make yourself vulnerable and in doing so, gain illumination. You see the world differently, with almost mystical insights.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

Pryo

Prince of Lies & Falsehood

Flamez out...

LoNg TiMe No SeE....

2006-12-03T12:35:00.000+08:00

My blog collect dust and it is time to clean it up hahaha

Well to start out a long time ago, May, Jovina and me go vivo to celebrate May's birthday hahaha and eat some nice sushi and the best is the chocolate fondue.

Then comes the next day after that the amazing race which we run half of singapore hahaha... At the first place, I think of skipping but then decided to go because it will be fun after all. Then meet some new people and saw James's team hahaha... Marina Bay also saw him againz and then we chiong ar when the thing is set... Chionging all the way and we go back and eat, talk and ready to get prize...We got 1st place hahaha... So happy lol!!! Then go home very tired...

Then back to a closer now, cultural studies, we go suntec and take pictures hahaha and then we come back and do ppt and it is quite fun hahaha...

Then yesterday go to paul's band gig and it was cool as usual she is the singer and we sit down there and watch others hahaha not bad some...

Now rot at home a bit hahaha... Tired anyway... Ready for tml UT hahaha and guess what!!! School break out soon!!! So happy... Nothing much to say except that JIA YOU EVERYONE!!! HAHAHAHAHA!!!

Pryo

Prince of Lies & Falsehood

Flamez out...

Oops...Too long nvr update...

2006-11-19T18:49:00.000+08:00

Recently very lazy to update so very sianz at school as kind of boring hahaha... I can sleep at home most of the time...

So well start to play trickster andit is wow quite fun hahaha...

Then been doing a lot of things so never blog for so long...

Did a banana animationa and it is not well done much kind of lame hahaha...

So far nothing much to say except jia youz for myself hahaha...Going to sch end le so kind of looking forward for it...

Pyro,

Prince of Lies and Falsehood,

Flamez Outz!

The Day of My Life...

2006-11-03T21:34:00.000+08:00

Started from I reached to the bus stop...

7:20am

Miss the bus and have to wait so sianz...Then Mohsen already up the bus and I have to sitand wait for another bus knowing that I will be late...

7:24am

Saw that I have so many sms since the depression week until now which is like two to threeweeks of sms!!!Delete them all since looking at them also no used...Only reminder of the past...I was thinking that I hate those people who only take the bus for two stops whereasthere are other buses also can reach that destination but they just have to choose this bus.

7:30am

Bus came YES!!!But still kind of full but manage to squeeze in...and after some time i can get a seat YES!!!Finally...See one guy very kind let an old man to sit and somemore sitbeside me.I at first was thinking that he no good as he don't want to me in must let mesqueeze in...Then later ok le hahaha...Life is weird...

8:06am

Saw Katib buliding after sit so long with the old man...Feel kinda full of energy!!!I amready for school!!!

8:09am

Come down from the bus have to squeeze ous as the old man sit block me and head for MRT at a slow pace as since reach there the train already arrived and have to wait for the next train...BUT the next train is until Yishun and the next next train is also Yishun...ConfirmLATE!!! Sianz!!!

8:17am

Aboard the MRT FINALLY!!! Wait for the train to reach my destination...Hearing the musicfrom my headset thinking of school and how long I have skip for science lesson!!!Hahaha...

8:28am

Reached to woodlands look at time and know I am sure to be late...Walk slowly to school...

8:39am

Reached school and walk a bit faster since only about 10 mins late don't want to be too late for class or not partial attendance...

8:45am

Come to class and YES!!!The time is just nice 15 minutes so not partial attendance!!!Butblur blur as since I never come so long then don't know where to sit...

8:50am

Class continue the last week lesson as in revision and kind of blur about DNA but slowlyunderstand better...

9:12am

Start today's lesson thinking nothing to do with last week BUT!!! It have to do with thelast two week I never come...Glow in the dark flower and I know it is confirm DNA againz...wow going to be very blur...

9:24am

My group cannot start work without finding the one missing person in class...And Finally!!!Found the missing one person in class and it is I found it!!! Finally can do work in peace...

9:25am

Do the worksheet given and it is kind of hard and stress...I wanna sleep...ZzZz...

9:56am

Team have a break first and one by one go off leaving three of us...6 questions out of 12 questions is being done and I am kind of glad that it is break...

10:01am

Decided to do some reasearch since I in a disadvantage...So many work sia...

10:06am

Facilitator question us who came late coz she forgot and started pinpoint everyone who come early!!!I guess her memory is really bad...

10:09am

Continue doing the worksheet without the two members of our team as do finish faster the better...I cannot rest sia like that...

10:15am

One more team member gone down and I think he stress out hahaha...I more stress also bringme down also!!!But I don't want to leave one person do sia...

10:25am

Chat finish about Genetic Modification(GM) thingy as I have done it in Geography before...THX Ms Salina!!! Our topic also got to do with GM hahaha!!!

10:40am

Done the worksheet YEAH!!! SO happy I can rest!!! Wahahahaha!!!

10:50am

Team members are back!!! So fast sia...I wanna rest longer...

11am

Continue doing research...Do and do until my eyes sore...Tired sia...But still try my best!!!JIA YOUZ TO ME!!!

12:29pm

Facilitator come talk to us about what we know so far and many other questions...She take so long to come lor!!!We too many group today and lucky I know how to answer her questions...

12:59pm

Breaktime!!!I go and eat wahahaha!!!Alone sia in the cateen known as Hell LOL!!!Eat rice...

1:23pm

Came back and on the way back same lift with Tracy hahaha not surpirse...She say I eat so fast...got meh??? Start work liao when reached the class as no time liao!!!

1:33pm

Discussion going on this topic and we argue a bit and explain to each other how it works...

1:54pm

Finishing up the final presentation...QUICK I NEED TO REST SOON!!!

2:15pm

Finished!!!YEAH!!!Finally sia!!! Can prepare for speech!!!

2:25pm

Presentation time...Talk and Talk then all like to interupt and in the end no Questions
and Answer session(Q&A) as they ask all already...Bell ring don't know how long lor!!!

2:50pm

Finished presenting...Finally can get back to my chair...I still not so tired maybe presenting that time I now still have calm down...some energy left...

2:53pm

Second team present...See them present...Not bad...

3:02pm

The bell ring and yet have not finish like our team...Somemore the Facilitator have not Q&A
yet...Sianz...

3:04pm

Lame joke from Facilitator during questioning...She so random sia...Remind me of CHEWY!!!

3:11pm

Finally finished the second team presentation with a laugh as Moransi cannot tahan her...Third
team now...Hurry up PLZ!!!

3:23pm

Bell ring and still also haven finish...Haiz...say hurry yet so slow sia...1532
Questions from faci...at this rate it will end late...I heard another bell ring...Am I hearing things???

3:33pm

Finally the team have done...Now the fourth team...Quick plz!!!

3:50pm

Questioning and I hear no bell...now I not hearing at all...But still late...I suddenly fell asleep for
awhile...

3:53pm

Finally last team YEAH!!! BUT!!!A lot of other classes go home liao...AIYA SO SIANZZZ!!!

4:06pm

Bell ring and the last team just nice ended their presentation cool but...More questioning from
the Faciliator...

4:07pm

Finished!!!Left with 6P!!!QUICK LAH!!! I WANNA GO HOME!!!

4:16pm

Bell rings for 6P??? That's weird she time herself also ar LOL!!!! End 6P liao!!! Some fight for extention of RJ and etc...She so rigid sia!!! Not felxible at all!!!

4:18pm

In the end Class 0, the Facilitator 1...We lost...

4:23pm

Pack up and ready to go after done the quiz and evaluation...Cannot Tahan le...

4:30pm

Leave school head for MRT station...I walk damn fast to reach home...Very sianzzz...

4:37pm

Reached the MRT station...Look at my time and say wah!!! Damn fast sia I walk!!!

4:38pm

On the MRT and rest awhile...Saw a small boy name Gary and remember GARY!!!LOL!!!

4:50pm

Alight the MRT and run fast fast!!! Saw number 39 coming sia!!!

4:53pm

Aboard the bus and panting coz running sia...Do RJ on the bus as usual since nothing to do...One gal sleep and knock into me a number of times...

5:14pm

Done my RJ and now waiting to alight and hit by the Sleeping gal againz...But I in Pasir Ris liao so wait for a few more stops...Cannot Sleep as later overshot how!!!

5:21pm

Alight the bus...Luckily never sleep hahaha!!!

5:24pm

Buy things from minimarts, some drink to refresh myself...

5:27pm

Back home at last...So tired put down my laptop and take my clothes...

5:28pm

Go and bath...I cannot tahan the feeling of not bathing so must bath!!!Then stupid toilet spoil sia!!! Cannot tahan...

5:39pm

Bath finish and submit RJ ASAP!!! Since done liao better don't delay...

5:40pm

Surf the internet aimlessly...Haiya just boring ok...

6:06pm

On I tunes and play Heroes...Weeeeee play so normal and FUN sia at least completed one campiagn!!! Now starting another campiagn...

7:56pm

Stop playing and eat liao...My father and mother scold liao sia!!! Have to eat hahaha!!!

8:37pm

Eat finish liao...And now writing more things bah as since I only put in time from school till now but have not write what I was thinking at some point of time...

9:42pm

Complete liao!!! So Happy!!!

So this is the day of my life and WHAT A WAY to end FRIDAY!!!

Weeks have passed and depression long gone...

2006-10-30T21:00:00.000+08:00

Sad now? Not really much more happier than before hahaha...

Looked at the bright side very often...

Depressed thoughts can be scary at times hahaha...

Ok much about what happen is that I rest at home ALOT and waste ALOT time!!!

Went to zouk lah wearing KIMODO and before that walk in bugis with KIMODO!!!(hope I didn't spell wrongly)

Then decided not to go in later coz some ppl cannot go in...

But still it is fun to do something different sometimes...

I think today quite fun also but the faci not happy...

The problem damn easy sia but we took it for granted and in the end not her expectation...

I think today quite fun also as meet some ex classmates hahaha...

So what about past weeks? Sort of blur now but even got things to write is slack at home hahaha...

Againz something is pestering me since weeks ago...

The rush of sugar...

I think forget it bah...

Must FOCUS!!!

Cannot BE DISTRACTED!!!

Earn more $$ for the sake for future!!!

Learn more things which is my main aim in my whole life!!!

Be a vet as what I dream to BE!!!

Ok...I think I back to focus...

No more sugary thoughts as knowing it will not happen at all...

Haizzz...Hope this but yet don't want to affect the person life and my life hahaha...

Rather be friends...

Case close bah...

I think time to sleep liao...

Pyro,

Prince of Lies and Falsehood,

Flamez Outz!

Book to the inner demon inside of me...

2006-10-19T10:14:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, went to open the book of inner demon inside of me...

Saw the evil thoughts and depressing thoughts inside of it...

Damn depressed and slowly, emotions of anger and confusion came out...

It is as though I have been controlled by my demon...

Letting my demon take my mind...lose in the maze of my mind created by my demon...

Sometimes, what I type don't feel like it is me...

It is like the demon had control of my body...

Where is my angel...?

Will he/she appear if I found the book of angel...?

I think I have reached to the ultimate depression le...

Yesterday was the last straw...

My angel perhaps lose to the demon and rest liao...

Harted, confusion and depression is what now I experienced...

No mortal words can get through me as it becomes like a whisper...

Unable to reach me at all...

No longer believe there is a thing call friends anymore...

Think that life is just a pain...

Just go and die and forget about it...

If someone console me, I will take it as they pity at my pathetic existence...

I just go and die and let people forget about me...

It is better that way...

Throw me in the coffin and send me off to hell...

Let Death be torturing for me...

Visiting hell will be the best thing ever have...

It reminds me about someone I talk with...

I speak of how is he to die...

Perhaps, I caused him to be even depressed...

In that case, it is one wrong deed so bring me to hell...

Tried to close the book...

Can't closed it...

All I can do is stand there...

Crying...

Hoping to find the angel...

Hoping to close the book...

But all was nevertheless...

USELESS...

A pathetic excuse for a human being...

Lost in the deep dark thoughts forever...

Pyro,

Prince of Lies and Falsehood,

Flamez Outz!

A bad day...Yet there is some good in it...

2006-10-11T20:46:00.000+08:00

So long never blog liao...Recently went to paul Birthday party and got sick since the start of the haze...Quite sianz actually as I miss two classes but I got go for two UTs and that's ok as UT are much more important hahaha...But still thanks russ for the 1 litre of tears recommendation as it is quite nice hahaha...

Today, like finally can see the class some people true colours...Just only some wild Japanese clothing and all they do is siao here and siao there...Like so no respect for the designer who design these clothes...say until like so abnormal...I think if they go Japan they are the most abnormal one...I think cultural clashes...but still I do not think there is a need to insult until so terrible like that...

Somemore after seeing a video from youtube about Japanese tourture and some stereotype that Japanese are that kind of people...For me is like it is so long already...get on with life and it is like the past and present isn't the same anymore so don't be mislead by media!!! Holding a grudge like this, I think is kind of silly...

Anyway, talk about this can make blood boil as can see how they doing until so immature...First time seeing a 16 year old and above so immature...It is true that it is a bit too much on the dressing but there is no need for the insults...

Anyway, besides that have to Thanks to my ex enterprise faci LKK!!! He so good sia send us preparation for UT and mock questions that may appear for the UT!!! No longer teaching us still care about us...where can you find such person nowadays...Thanks anyway LKK!!!

Pyro,
Prince of Lies and Falsehood
Flamez Outz

Finally an Update!!!

2006-10-02T20:06:00.000+08:00

After So Long my Blog can be already rotten hahaha...

So far in school it have been great and nothing really to talk about except that things are getting better and better. Like get to talk more and felt easier to express myself...

More about today is that I broke my headphone...So angry at myself at the first place I should not have brought the headphone to chalet...Bring then later spoil...Don't know who the hell go and step it lor!!!

Anyway, It is kind of sweet that Jovina gave LOLIPOPS to May, Clarice and ME!!! Awww.... So sweet~ hahaha!!!

Then today draw a number of drawing using GIMP...

This is a nicest one I think...

Thatz all for today!!!

More about my feeling now...Bored and tired...Sleep in bus and nearly miss my stop...

Pyro,
Prince of Lies and Falsehood
Flamez Outz

Never write much liao...

2006-09-26T22:58:00.000+08:00

Actually Never write much at all recently as recently I keep feeling the silence in my team as there is no one talking at all much hahaha!!!

Ya these few days finally meet some people who is in my previous sem classmates...These people are from since holiday start until now never see them at all!!! I quite surprise to see preet at the MRT...Since she always missing in action...

So meet up with Clarice who don't know goes where liao hahaha...Jovina the zoom gal also gone so fast...Today, meet Clarice at IT Helpdesk as computer KANA alot of errors!!! Then go back home meet so many ppl hahaha!!!

One more thing before I go...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAULINE!!!

Pyro,
Prince of Lies and Falsehood
Flamez outz...

Weekends...

2006-09-23T21:30:00.000+08:00

Meeting the new class was great!!! Though I do not like a china guy in class hahaha!!!

Day 1 for science, my team mates are damn hardworking sia!!! Not bad hahaha!!!

Day 2 for maths and computering, my team mates are hardworking but damn quiet LOL!!!

So weird de because I never been a leader much this often and immediately, I like become suddenly leader hahaha!!!

Thatz all about school hahaha!!!

For myself, I rather sleep at home... Don't know why my energy used up so fast...

Don't know what to say must as usual...

I had headache today and suddenly got tend to sleep very fast...

Thatz all I guess...

Pyro,
Prince of Lies and Falsehood
Flamez Outz

School is tomorrow!!!

2006-09-20T21:15:00.000+08:00

Well School is tomorrow for me...Happy that can finally go to school as I do not like to rot at home but sad no more any people I know inside!!!

So now...don't really know what to say...

There is a feeling inside of me...a feeling of someone...I know that I got the feel for that person but she, I not so sure whether got feel for me...Aiya say also no use hahaha...I think don't say better...

New School, New Life...

Pryo, Prince of Lies
Flamez out...

1st 100 post...

2006-09-17T22:45:00.000+08:00

1st 100 posts today hahaha...What to write about it...

Happy 100 post day to me wahahaha....

So went out with russ and we both make mistake...

I thought the screen is touch screen and i go touch it when it is not and russ thought that slot is put in cash but instead it is put in card...

That all...Funny isn't it...We both like that and the moral of today why we like that is do not Laugh at people mistakes...

Skin Change...

2006-09-17T00:13:00.000+08:00

WootZ!!! I made that Skin hahaha!!! All Thanks to GIMP and Paul!!!

Nothing much to update...

Just this one only hahaha...

I wonder what's wrong with the tagboard...

Ghost in the Chalet...Phony or Real???

2006-09-16T01:17:00.000+08:00

These three days, 13,14,15, I was in chalet suppose to enjoy and take a lot of pictures...

It was enjoyable as a lot of jokes and laughs...However, when we take pictures for the thrid time, a white image appear...Ghost or camera problems? I don't knoe but a lot of people believe it is camera problems but they do not want to take pictures anymore hahaha!!!

There are only 2 pictures taken...One is with me doing silly pose and the other is russ with clipped hair...

Nothing to say much...Except it is quite fun in the chalet though it is not as fun as before...Don't know why...Maybe because a lot people sleep early?

They got drink a sightly alcholic drinks and Luckily I do not blur and consume one as I cannot drink it...

Nothing much to say hahaha...

Missing in Action...

2006-09-08T00:18:00.000+08:00

Never update my blog so long...I think it is rotting liao hahaha....Well to start out from where I stop...

These days my throat still quite pain until now...Then My friends and I got go out...Go to town, got to zouk and also go to sort of Kbox hahaha...Then also got pasar malam which I like the roti John there...so big and nice...but too bad today my dad in a foul mood and I cannot go...

So ya today is nothing much except stoning in front of computer and also looking for nice wallpaper...I like the DNAngel wallpaper hahaha...I also like the anime too...Darn nice I think hahaha...I miss Rave groove adventure...So nice lah the anime...

Now doing is listen to so anime music...Practising to sing lol!!! I not so good at singing as I know I off key a lot of time...

Nothing much to say about what to do as it sometimes feel kind of lame for me to write that...But still I write it...

Hmmm...Let me see what's on my mind now...Uncomfortable feelings...I feel that something is not right...not really want to say out loud...coz it is sightly on my dumb thinking...Think too much liao...Sometimes have to step back so as not to hurt myself...I think I better concentrate a little to my studies as I want to be a VET!!!

Speaking of Vet...Poor Steve Irwin...He's dead...Actually I not sad of his death...I more of sad for his Family especially his son who just born and never get to have much memories with his father...

Life seems unfair sometimes...So unfair that people starts complaining like me!!! Hahahaha...I know that complaining does not help but sometimes I cannot help it but to complain...A normal reaction bah...I know that All I have to do in life is to go against the unfairness...Like my failed application to TP...Sort of setback but I not discouraged much...I feel that I need to prove myself in RP that I can do better, over my expected talents so as I can make TP regret not taking me in...A dream to work on...However, such dreams can rarely come true...So I need to work on it...Jia Youz to myself...

In life I don't believe that there is a great speration between good and bad...I feel that there is only a thin line that Seprates them...So though this thought is kind of random...But that's what's on my mind now...Sometimes to think about it, some people do bad things to help others(kind of Robin Hood?)...It is like if a fellow steal food or money for his family but not himself, you can say he is bad or he is good as he did the good yet bad thing at the same time...So this like kind of shows how thin a line between good and bad...This also can refer to right and wrong speration line...If everyone thinks what they have been doing is right, the who is wrong? Like the example above, some people may think it is right yet some may think it is wrong...

So in this, I can say that how clashes came about...(so random againz)...Like different views causes different clashes...Like if you think what you been doing is right and a number of others think you are wrong...Will you fight for your right?

I think I stop here liao...Once againz...Think too much...

Miss Update for the third time...

2006-09-03T23:33:00.000+08:00

I keep missing updating my blog...I think it must be nothing to write...Yesterday went out with russell and talk about somethings and etc...Saw Dzariff and Kiarul(don't know how to speel his name T_T) at Macdonald and play a little of O2Jam with russell and also show him my class pictures...

Today, Nothing much to say excpet play Warcraft 3 Frozen Throne againz...

Take test bah...Really nothing to say...

What Temperment Are You?

***You Have a Choleric Temperament***

You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things.Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life.

You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation.

You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon.Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall.

You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others.

At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion.

A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.

Miss Update...

2006-09-01T22:28:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, kind of sick so never go visit teacher...Stay at home and rest...

Today, went to find job hahaha friend find job only hahaha...Then later cannot...go bugis eat and meet pq...also meet russell hahaha...meet kelina also...then go pq house see russell play O2jam...come back home...then now playing maple...

Took test since nothing much to say...

Who Were You In High School?

***Arty Kid***

Whether you were a drama freak or an emo poet, you definitely were expressive and unique.

You're probably a little less weird these days - but even more talented!

Miss an Update...

2006-08-30T23:18:00.000+08:00

Well miss an update so as usual...

Yesterday, nothing much to do...Just play games...

Anyway, for today, went to town and shop...Went to New Urban Male...Saw Aug...Hahaha...He look so professional...Training the sales people though they are not offically hired...Then Russ buy his LIVING FILP FLOP!!! Then after Pei Qi go with her family, and shop around a lot at bugis...Went back by bus...Talk about the LIVING FILP FLOP!!! Call It Lelle Fer Fer... Hahaha damn funny sia hahaha...Tommorrow go back to secondary school...

Took a test since I need to sleep now hahaha...

What Kind of Cookie Are You?

You Are a Fortune Cookie

You're a rather normal person, except that you have extraordinary luck in life.

People want to be around you (even when they're a little sick of you), in hopes of being lucky too!

An update againz hahaha..,

2006-08-28T23:09:00.000+08:00

What a day, only online the whole day talk to people... Play games and listen to a lot of music!!! Wah!!! I think I can sing it all hahaha!!!

Actually, I can spend the whole day complaining but complain my hand will be tired hahaha coz I will be typing my complaints!!!

Hahaha...Then talk about the twin paradox and I discover it is very interesting...I see that it is possible to age slower but not never age at all... Somehow, this theory makes sense to me...I just don't know why hahaha...

Anyway nothing to write about except it is kind of boring day...Took a test...

How Machiavellian Are You?

***You Are Somewhat Machiavellian***

You're not going to mow over everyone to get ahead...

But you're also powerful enough to make things happen for yourself.

You understand how the world works, even when it's an ugly place.

You just don't get ugly yourself - unless you have to!

Today...at home once more...

2006-08-27T22:26:00.000+08:00

Today, at home as usual hahaha...Play ragdollmaster...Quite fun hahaha...Then Just keep playing other games...Kind of bored sia hahaha...

Really nothing much to write...so I sleep early liao...

Took a test before a nap...

What's Your Beer Personality?

***You Are Heineken***

You appreciate a good beer, but you're not a snob about it.

You like your beer mild and easy to drink, so you can concentrate on being drunk.
Overall, you're a friendly drunk who's likely to buy a whole round for your friends... many times.

Sometimes you can be a bit boring when you drink.

You may be prone to go on about topics no one cares about.

An Update...

2006-08-26T21:51:00.000+08:00

Today, nothing much to do except to play since I didn't go to the zoo as it needs to sign contract and only 21 and above can sign it. I don't really like to have someone sign it as if I break it, it will be that person fault and hence I rather not to go liao...

So ya, nothing much to do except teach people blogging hahaha and how to customize it... Then do some song codes changes...Talking about the chalet now and when to meet...

Stop update...Busy...

Oops!!! Miss an update...

2006-08-25T21:40:00.000+08:00

Miss an update so ya...

Yesterday, first day of holiday!!! So happy but yet so sad as knowing after the holidays, I will never meet all the W24P people and also may never walk into W24P...So yesterday, upload some photos to Leo and let everyone download from it. Raymond also upload it yesterday too. I write email to almost everyone about the upload photos and where to download it...Hope everyone gets it...A lot repeating pictures...Anyway, for Xiao Yuan's photos have to ask her hahaha as she don't want the whole folder to upload...coz she shy hehehe...Look for job online and cannot find so in the end play with mohsen, ram and raymond DOTA!!!

Today, upload another set of photos... and email again and suddenly discovered that forgot about LKK!!! So ya, email to LKK also...Then got reply back hahaha!!! Anyway, look for job in newspaper, still cannot find haizzz!!! Then still play games and suddenly realised never study for the zoo training as tommorrow got test!!! Hahahaha!!! I think thatz all for today...ZOOOOM!!!

Final Day...

2006-08-23T22:36:00.000+08:00

Today, science, take a lot of photos and darn sad. Raymond so nice give us all chocolate... Then Jovina and May write notes using the Kit Kat warper... SO SAD...

More photos and went to Orchard and shop and eat... On the way to Orchard, talk alot of the first day... Eating time is darn funny and I nearly choke on the food!!! They say a lot of things... I can remember the 2nd chewy and the hamburger homework... The hamburger homework nearly got make me choke... Then got andrew as chicken and eating hokkien mee without seafood... Mixing of drinks... One thing confirm 100% is that Xiao Yuan ask me to blog about it!!! Hahahahaha!!!

After leaving... Sad... seen the photos and got emo alot!!! Feel darn sad...Still have to move on... But now try to relieve the sadness in me and remember the times of W24P...

Last Day Tommorrow...

2006-08-22T19:43:00.000+08:00

Today, once again is last day but it is for enterprise... A lot people go and take pictures including me!!! So after picture taking, we go arcade!!! Then play hahaha!!! The faciliator LKK give us money to play and money to eat MAC!!! So wow, he very good sia... gonna miss him... Anyway it is kind of fun today, can say it is one of the best days in my life... Poor Raymond... His camera at the last moment cannot work. 5 bucks gone... I got older camera than his hahaha and it is lousy...

Haizzz...before we split...this is something about my classmates...

Andrew: A guy who loves to say NOOB!!! May's favourite fighting buddy!!! They argue alot and say each other noob but it is like for fun hahaha!!!

An Jie: A gal who loves WEIBO!!! LOL!!! She is super Fan!!! Also she often seen wearing high heels. Buy my lunch often.

Augustine: A rocker and he is kind of emo. Hong za bo and sian za bo too. In the middle just poof off and disappear. Went to his birthday at the pub.

Chen Qi: A gal who rush off very fast after school.

Clarice: A gal who is always buzy and tired.

Dan Chen: A gal who is make a lot of noise and loves to talk about her dream guy!!!

Eileen: Always known as Auntie Eileen. Also can be known as Kanasai. LOL!!! Anyway, she started out as guai but then become very funny and likes to disturb people!!! Buy my lunch often.

Han Ting: A guy who goes canoeing and likes the school a lot(I think). He likes to keep active and loves to punch people for fun and crack people necks.

Hider: A hardworking guy who had a lot of stress since he is taking O level English. Joke a lot too.

James: A guy who is darn playful sia!!! Often seen him looking out of his size as he doesn't want to be fat. Fit guy and one time LKK say he fat and he will like say really ar and pester the person hahaha!!! Kana throw in pond on his birthday.

Jovina: A gal who is recently known as Mario as she is short and small. Dress cute(Maybe). I always disturb her. 64 zi bu he! She like to ahhhh with May. Thrown in boy's toilet on her birthday.

Li Ling: Always known as poor reception. Close friend of mine but then because of something then I decided to stay away. My Blog master!!! LOL!!! Buy my lunch often.

May: A gal full of slang styles(especially Indian style) and she is darn funny. Got drunk(I think) once at the pub. My sister and her brother is Raymond hahaha!!!! Her luber is ack hem... Someone LOL!!! Known as May Moo Moo!!!

Miranti: A gal who knows a number of life stuff and kind of active.

Mitchell: A guy who is also darn playful sia!!! Always can carry on James's playful plans!!! He knows about rugby a lot. Kana thrown in pond on his birthday.

Mohsen: A guy who some people see as gangster!!! Getting to know him better, he is not so scary as he seems. Dislike being hit by head. Got a nasty temper only when kana hit by the head. He is creative also when he did the toilet video.

Preet: A gal who dress like guy.

Qiu Yi: A gal who kind of boylish and burp very loud!!! Known as Chewy!!!

Ram: A guy who kana bully by a number of people. Sometimes he misunderstand others and tends to say the wrong thing. Got temper too. Loves to say GG lah and make nosie of how things sound darn funny. However, overall he is an ok person.

Raymond: A guy who starts to open up as he is kind of quiet at the start. Fun fellow, someone that can talk to. Got drunk in his birthday(I think).

Shu Yun: A gal who is quiet and hardworking. Do sweet things for her boyfriend.

Xiao Yuan: A gal who talks a lot and shut people up fast. Also she is careful of her appearance and nails.

Yvonne: A gal who is kind of joke that is sacastic at times but overall have a big heart(I think).

Zheng Hua: A gal who wants to know everything and tries to blend it. Kana say by the guys during the presentation her hmmmmm...

So about me will be... IT Helpdesk in short....

Last day againz...Two more days...

2006-08-21T17:51:00.000+08:00

Today, last day of communication and we do some work on video and my team the video like did not so well so its ok...

Anyway, the faciliators gave us $50 to buy pizza and it is so cool!!! Hahahaha!!! Eating pizza...so yummy!!!

Seen the animators Interest Group...thinking of joining them...

Anyway, kind of fun haha today, so many things to film and got NG!!! Hahhaha!!!

Since quick update, took test...

***You Are 55% Normal***

While some of your behavior is quite normal...

Other things you do are downright strange...

You've got a little of your freak going on...

But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself...

A day of cards...

2006-08-20T21:53:00.000+08:00

Today, nothing much to do actually so play with my brother with cards in warcraft fronzen throne games.

So ya, nothing really much to do...talking to May Moo Moo now...

Just recall that May Moo Moo play hands games with James and LOSE ALOT!!!

I realise that my profile section is gone so don't bother to look at it...

Also just recall had conversation with Raymond this morning and he is sick...Get well ok?

Anyway took a test...

What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

***You Are A Cedar Tree***

You are elegant yet unpretentious, modest yet vivacious.

Attractive and friendly, you are full of imagination but might lack passion.

You abhor vulgar people, and you don't like anything in excess.

You have little more ambition than to live a calm life and enjoy nature.

You create a content, peaceful atmosphere for others.

Hmmm...abhor vulgar person...don't think it is true...

Miss Update...

2006-08-19T22:44:00.000+08:00

Ok, so about yesterday, it is Aug birthday!!! And also LiLian birthday!!! So Happy Birthday... though it is kind of late and I had alreadi say on that day so it is ok...

Yesterday, went to pub with 6 people and there we play hands games and drink also... I drink a little but strangly why I haven drunk... hmmm... Anyway, Aug was there as a host so ya he very busy... Took some pictures... a number of pictures is gayism lol... but anyway it is pose for picture so it is ok I think... someone is drunk so ya eat at coffee shop and wait for her dad but I and 3 others go 1st so the remaining two take care of her... Got back home and sleep at 1am...

Today, wake up at 6am and go zoo training... hot sia but lucky got water... explore the zoo... then later next week they say got test... got notes on the places we will be station there... come back home at 5pm plus... Then play a bit of O2jam and warcraft 3 frozen throne... Now going to sleep...

Took a test...

How Shy Are You?

***You Are 36% Shy***

You are slightly shy, but overall, your reactions to social situations are normal.

You dread difficult social situations, but you still handle them with grace.

Last week, Last day...

2006-08-17T21:04:00.000+08:00

Today is the last day of Computer and Maths methods, so sad... but sianz sia the questions darn hard lor!!! Then a lot of people in class stress and none of them run away!!! Thatz good!!!

So ya today go library to see how to do forum to help someone... Come back home borrow few books and do a bit of research now...

No time to write much so... took test...

What's Your Dosha?

Your Dosha is Kapha

Calm and grounded, you are not prone to mood swings or anger.

However, once you do get angry, it takes a lot to cool you down.

You tend to think a little slower than most people, but your logic is astounding.

Overall, you very loyal and trustworthy.

You're not scared of being who you really are.

With friends: You enjoy their company, but often listen more than talk

In love: You crave connection and affection. It's hard for you to be single.

To achieve more balance: Exercise vigorously (especially in the sun) and let go of attachments.

So fast...

2006-08-16T20:19:00.000+08:00

Today science... quite ok... not so hard at all...

Today, I think the class went a bit siao hahaha... everyone like a bit playful hahaha... my team is the worst one, call each other vulgarity hahaha...

Presentation, I say wrong things hahaha...

Do RJ on bus...

Home liao want to sleep...

I feel that time fly so fast... Sooner or later it is going to be another 10 years... ZOOOOOOMMM!!!! Maybe I become 20 years old in like 10 months time... Time is kind of weird... when you not noticing it, it flies darn fast but when you look at it, it is like very slow...

Took a test...

***How You Are In Love***

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.

You tend to take more than give in relationships.

You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered.

You're secretly hoping your partner will change for you.

You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

Quick, Early Update!!!

2006-08-15T18:25:00.000+08:00

Today is the last day of UT!!! NO more test liao!!! So happy!!! But sad case is that the class have to split soon!!! Haizzz... the more I think about it, it is darn sianzzz!!! But never mind, as long stay in contact then ok liao!!!

Come back home early, and done finish my stuff and now is starting to stoned in front of my computer...

Stone...

Stone...

Stone...

Stone...

Stone...

Stopped stoning...

I think I better take some test...

What's Your Vampire Name?

***Your Vampire Name Is...***

Constantine of Persia

Rest Day...

2006-08-14T21:56:00.000+08:00

Today, I rest at home and prepare for tommorrow the last UT!!! WEEEEE!!! I must Jia YouZ more!!!

Nothing much to say except I have been sleeping hahaha!!!

Took a test...

***You Are Somewhat Honest***

You do tend to tell the truth a lot.

But you also stretch the truth on occasion.

You figure a little lie isn't a big deal.

As long as it doesn't hurt anyone too much!

A day out...13/08

2006-08-13T21:25:00.000+08:00

Today went out and it is damn fun though didn't buy anything hahaha!!! Took some neoprints and it is damn nice hahah some only!!!

Going out is great!!! I feel the fresh air and everything though I do not like kana squeeze!!! Somehow today, I feel kind of alive once more hahaha!!! More energy!!! LOL!!!

Anyway, Russ, Paul and me went out and Russ and Paul buy clothes while I only stare but I feel it is kind of fun looking at clothes hahaha!!! Took neoprints and it did came out good!!!

Went back home and now want to sleep hahaha!!!

Took a test...

Are You Hot?

***You Play it Cool***

You're not in your face, smokin' hot... and it's all by design.

You have a carefully crafted cool persona, leaving everyone wanting to know just a little more.

Moments to midnight...

2006-08-12T23:37:00.000+08:00

Today, just create friendster account hahaha... Started to add a lot of people... hahaha... All friends and also write testi for them hahaha...

I don't know why I cannot hear my blog music... Kind of funny...

Nothing to say much except that outside very noisy hahaha but it is hungry ghost festival so it doesn't matter hahaha...

Took a test...

Are You A Paranoid Schizophrenic?

***You Are 32% Paranoid Schizophrenic***

You're pretty grounded, though you have your occasional paranoid moments.

Just make sure to ignore those voices in your head!

A no work day...

2006-08-11T22:48:00.000+08:00

Today, I didn't do work as my laptop got problems and hence in the end I do presentation as I spend the most of the time at IT helpdesk fixing my computer.

Play soccer today and didn't do much of excerise...Eat before I come back home...Quite fun the soccer sia...Raymond very power sia...

About my laptop...reformatted and need to do a lot of update...sianz but now my laptop is fine...

Took a test...

What's Your Personality Type?

***You Are An ESFJ***

The Caregiver

You are sympathetic and caring, putting friends and family first.

A creature of habit, you prefer routines and have trouble with change.

You love being in groups - whether you're helping people or working on a project.

You are good at listening, laughing, and bringing out the best in people.

You would make a great nurse, social worker, or teacher.

...

2006-08-10T21:21:00.000+08:00

Today, normal day... go eat with James they all and play arcade with them also...

Come back home, saw mohsen...didn't know he also same primary school as me hahaha...

Talk things...with James on the MRT and Mohsen walking back home...

Nothing much to say except my computer lag!!!

What Age Will You Die?

***You Will Die at Age 76***

You're pretty average when it comes to how you live...And how you'll die as well.

Miss an update day...

2006-08-09T21:49:00.000+08:00

I miss an update againZ hahaha... Well lets start form yesterday...

Yesterday can say a bit of disturbing day, I take the bus then reached a stop and this fat guy come on the bus and there is a small space in a actually three seater but can sit four person, the fat guy sit there and squeeze one guy. That is not the worse, the worst is the fat guy got drink and spill on that squeezed guy and that squeezed guy angry and give him all the seat. The fat guy never even say sorry and took the seat. Not even a thank you.

Yesterday, also in class come across err....the role play presentation got a bit M18 RA...Then I suddenly got some dirty thoughts...Becoming more cheeky...TIKO!!!

So back to today, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!! Everytime I see the celebration, I like the fireworks hahaha...

Nothing to say much about today... So took a test

***You Should Be Fashion Designer***

Although you're offbeat and artistic, you have a good eye for trends.

You can figure out new incredible clothes to create... that will sell well!

Study hard...?

2006-08-07T21:51:00.000+08:00

Today, when to study maths for tommorrow test...

Quite ok when I study the test hahaha...

Hope can pass tommorrow test...

Took a test...

What Mythological Creature Are You?

***You Are a Mermaid***

You are a total daydreamer, and people tend to think you're flakier than you actually are.

While your head is often in the clouds, you'll always come back to earth to help someone in need.

Beyond being a caring person, you are also very intelligent and rational.

You understand the connections of the universe better than almost anyone else.

A day out...

2006-08-06T22:19:00.000+08:00

Today, go out with some friends and play O2jam and it is quite fun!!!

Enjoy today's day out... but have to go home because stomach very pain sia!!!

Sad sia...

But at home stomach still pain....

HaiZzZzZ... hope tommorow can go school....

Took a test...

What Do People Think Of Your Face?

At first glance, people see you as driven and ambitious.

Overall, your true self is passive and thoughtful.

With friends, you seem logical, detached, and a bit manipulative.

In love, you seem mysterious and interesting.

In stressful situations, you seem cheerful and optimistic.

A day at home...

2006-08-05T23:54:00.000+08:00

Staying at home and doing nothing much expect play alone...

Talk to some friendz on msn but still alone in front of the screen...

Being alone set me to think a lot of things...

Alone can be good at times...

So I listen the music hahaha...

Think about a lot of things...

How come we all can meet each other and become friendz... fate perhaps?

The first time we all meet...

How I get to know you guys...

How did I come so far in life...

Do I have any regrets in life...

If so, do I still feel as painful as before or did I slowly forget it...

Will I forget my friendz over time...

Will I start to ignore them if I were to see them...

Will I be forgotten...

What people will say about me if I am not around anymore...

Will it be he such a nice guy...

Or I can't even recall who is he...

Do I live in the shadows of others and had no set of mind on my own...

Do I outshine others hence making them hate me...

Am I going too far in thinking such things...

Stop this thinking now!!!

Can't stand a thought in my mind...

GET LOST!!!

I think I going to get mad soon if I continue thinking...

This is perhaps another depression moods againZ...

End here...

What a CD day...

2006-08-04T21:06:00.000+08:00

Today, learn about classification and we have to classify cds!!! And today is Mitch Birthday so throw him in pond.

Then we also watch horror movie in class and a lot of gals screamed!!! Kind of funny though... the movie isn't scary at all!!! HAHAHA!!! It is about the handphone ghost... Kind of funny to watch such thing at such month(hungry ghost month)!!!

Nothing much to say except the ending the computer hang and no more liao... Took test...

How Indie Are You?

***You Are 61% Indie***

You're a very indie person, and admit it, you look down a little on people who strive to be normal.

You'll indulge in a little mainstream pop culture every now and then.

But for you, anything not indie is a guilty pleasure!

A fun but yet a bit sad day...

2006-08-03T20:35:00.000+08:00

Today is maths and computering together!!! The game we play is kind of fun!!! I learnt a lot of how vb code work and glad that I got A for it!!!

However, I scared that Mohsen angry with me as I helped James but not him... I also scared of James as I suddenly help him then someone ask me not to... so loud somemore... ARGH!!! SO far I am concern is that Yuvvone got help and got A but James not bad got B.

Fun game... sad feelings...

Took a test...

The Five Factor Personality Test

Extroversion:

You have medium extroversion.

You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party.

Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences.

But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time."

Conscientiousness:

You have high conscientiousness.

Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life.

Most things in your life are organized and planned well.

But you borderline on being a total perfectionist.

Agreeableness:

You have high agreeableness.

You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly.

Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone.

You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance.

Neuroticism:

You have medium neuroticism.

You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic.

Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy.

Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of.

Openness to experience:

Your openness to new experiences is high.

In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.

You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits.

A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

A Drunk Day...

2006-08-02T20:45:00.000+08:00

Today is Science and I started to get stress!!! But Haiz Still can do we learn about the sound and pitch damn funny and nice...

Today also is JOVINA BirthDay!!! Then we go out and eat Swensen and Yummy!!! I love the Ice creams!!! But I eaten the rum and raisin and I got a bit of drunk... Then we disturb Jovina Until she can go carzy liao!!! hahahaa!!!

Thank to all of them!!! Walk me to the bus... They scare I faint halfway LOL!!!! But thanks alot!!!

Anyway, Since now half drunk can say much so see ya as I go to sleep...Zzzzzzzzzz....

A day of FF8 and organisation

2006-08-01T20:50:00.000+08:00

Today, Doing enterprise about organisation and etc about its structures and cultures. Kind of lazy today so very very very relax...

I did play a bit of FF8 againz with my laptop and ya it is kind of fun hahaha... And James ask me about the monster he suppose to find...

Really nothing to say much... Took a test...

What Superhero Are You?

***You Are Spider-Man***
Quick and agile, you have killer instincts (literally).
And that kind of makes up for the whole creepy spider thing.

A moral day...

2006-07-31T20:23:00.000+08:00

Today againz communication and study about ethnics and the problem they gave us is quite easy if you don't think so much... SO we had it done so fast and our presentation is very short.

Today nothing much to say except the usual thing eat, study and play games! Talked about ghosts today until come to tikopei... then I say galZ will be tikobu! Then they laugh lor LOL!!!

However, that is the only funniest thing that happened... Some of them go and drink bubble tea and I follow them also and drink... Then go back home, on the bus I do my RJ which is quite ok as I get giddy sometimes...

Nothing to say much... Took test...

The Underwear Oracle

***What Your Underwear Says About You***

You like to think of yourself as innocent, even though you're not!

You are childlike (or childish), and prone to run around in your underwear.

A long day...

2006-07-30T21:27:00.000+08:00

Today... Nothing much though... Just watching some anime... Naruto to be exact...

Not really went go these past few weeks... Maybe it is the seventh month... or maybe it is some of my friends have exam now... Still a bit sianZ... But also can lah... Used to be a loner... Used to the silence... Used to the sound of my mind.

Maybe some of you out there have been reading my blog often must be wondering how come this cheerful person can be a loner? Well... to start out is like when I was younger... I had not much friendZ... or should I say not even one since the start out of primary school... No friendZ to play and talk to... So I sat at one corner and start to play with myself... Play what..? Some sort of gameZ that is required the use of the mind... Even though my elder brother is in same school as me... he goes off with his friendZ... So ya alone that is... Luckily, I don't have imaginary friendZ or else it will be worse... So ya... even at home, I am still alone as my parentZ put to work... my elder brother with his friendZ... My younger brother is in childcare... The only time someone noticed me is that I scored well in testZ or examZ... Sometimes I really HATE that!!!

First, It will hurt my elder brother feelingZ as being an elder brother means you have to be smarter and better than the younger oneZ... So most of the times, I will be stupid in front of him as I do not want him to dislike me as I outshine him...

Secondly, It hurtZ me alot!!! I have to earn something that in exchange to gain attention from my parentZ!!! Can't just some parentZ see that we need attention every now and then even we do not scored well in testZ and examZ or outshine other people?

Lastly, It hurt my siblingZ againZ... as I will get my parentZ attention a lot that they are being outcasted!!! Then againZ, they seldom talk to me about their thingZ... Ironically, I have been outcasted by my own brotherZ...

Life as a loner when I was younger but luckily in secondary school there are more better people than in primary school... I was no longer lonely since then... even though some people don't understand my thinking... But still they are there for me... However, I still have not found anyone that perharps knows the inner me... Still looking for those who really knows the inner me...

Loneliness is within me...

Darkness is within me...

Looking for someone who brings the Light and Warmth...

To take the pain within me...

Sorry arh... This perharps one of the periods where I been in the extreme depression... It had been 3 years I had ever felt such deep depression mood...

Still I have to be back to my ownself tommorow... cheering for people and cheering for myself... And of course disturb some people hahaha...

One relax day...

2006-07-29T20:49:00.000+08:00

Today, very relax... Quite happy also as since that friday, I can play PS GameZ in PC... So ya... very happy... Play a bit of FF8 and FFT... Kind of FF fan...

So today just playing, more playing and even more playing... Tommorrow have to meet Jian Ping and help him in his o level subjects... Can be teacher liao hahaha... He never pay me titution fees!!! HAHAHA... Anyway nothing to do so mine as well help him at the same time revised the subjects... HAHAHA...

Nothing to say much... So took test...

What's Your Hidden Talent?

***Your Hidden Talent***

You're super sensitive and easily able to understand situations.

You tend to solve complex problems in a flash, without needing a lot of facts.

Decision making is easy for you.

You have killer intuition.

The right path is always clear, and you're a bit of a visionary.

Miss an update...

2006-07-28T22:26:00.000+08:00

WAH!!!! I must be getting lazier each moment... MORE and MORE MISS UPDATE!!! Must Jia YouZ now!!!

So ya about yesterday was very very sianZZZ... After maths and computering, which is damn easy, An Jie and I went to the Aunty Eileen house and Fix her Router!!! Sitting down there and do for her... Somemore she don't have the CD... But even have also cannot work as the modem cannot support it... Then poor An Jie... She take care the kid like siao!!! The kid a bit nosiy but ok lah quite cute when he talk... He talk a lot until An Jie cannot tahan... Somemore do colouring together...

After that go Mac and meet Justin, Kelina, Pei Qi and Clar... They studied very hard wor... Then take bus go home...

YupZ thatZ all about yesterdayZ... For today... Problem solving is not too hard so ya relax alot!!! Then have a lot of laughZ and cheerZ... Then act out how zi lian ppl look like and zi bi ppl look like... Then they say I acted very funny lol! Anyway, go back home that time I nearly fall when alighting the bus... so pai seh... But I don't care much and just walk as normal...

Hmm... Come to think of it... My leg had not been working well as seomtimes it get jelly in a sort of way... Must be weak liao... Never mind must jiaZ youZ!!!

Birthday!!!

2006-07-26T22:14:00.000+08:00

Today is James Birthday!!! WOOT!!! So fun party outside class sia!!! Then they all smash James face into the cake and started food fight in a way... Then LKK got cake on him also hahaha...

Then later we throw him into the pond and we somemore laugh LOL!!! James is all wet!!! Except his shirt coz the pond not so deep!!!

Later kana scold by the cleaner so bad that a number of ppl try to help her... but she say it is ok
and we also got say sorry...

Then later presentation and go home...

Rest a lot...

Took Test...

What Year Do You Belong In?

***You Belong in 1975***

1970 - 1979: Bold and brash, you take life by the horns. Whether you're partying or protesting, you give it your all!

Today...Slacking...

2006-07-25T21:24:00.000+08:00

Today, enterprise once more and slcak a lot!!! Discover 6P of this topic in website! So ya very slack!!!

Today also go for Zoo Talk and it is so damn funny!!! Got to see some animals live... Sugar gilders and Slow Loris!!! Cute sia!!!

Then I later sign up for volenteer to help the zoo as like a tour guide hahaha....

Nothing to say much so take test...

Inside the Room of Your Soul

***What Your Soul Really Looks Like***

You are quite expressive and thoughtful. You see the world in a way that others are blind to.

You are a very grounded, responsible, and realistic person. People may not want to hear the truth from you, but they're going to get it.

You believe that people see you as larger than life and important. While this is true, they also think you're a bit full of yourself.

Your near future is a lot like the present, and as far as you're concerned, that's a very good thing.

For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.

Oops!!!

2006-07-24T18:05:00.000+08:00

Today, communication talks about false advertising and my team have to become the judge...

So ya we judged the people and some of them are unhappy with our judgement... Cannot blame as I am no good in judging... Sorry if offended anyone...

So today do nothing much except see James play FF8 but never see much people play dota... Oya! Got crazy taxi and played it...

Nothing to say much so took a test...

What Advanced Degree Should You Get?

***You Should Get a MD (Doctor of Medicine)***

You're both compassionate and brilliant - a rare combination.
You were born to be a doctor.

Miss a day out once more...

2006-07-23T20:00:00.000+08:00

Today... I suppose to go out with russ, pei qi and clar... BUT! My Mother also got to go out!!! Then I cannot as my brother is at home... >.< ... So a bit sianz to stay at home and never go out much...

Just went to hear Plastic Flower and it is so nice even though I heard before... But that time cannot remember the name...

Play a bit of games... eat a little food... Now going to sleep soon...

So Ya gonna take test againz...

How Machiavellian Are You?

***You Are Somewhat Machiavellian***

You're not going to mow over everyone to get ahead...
But you're also powerful enough to make things happen for yourself.
You understand how the world works, even when it's an ugly place.
You just don't get ugly yourself - unless you have to!

Miss another day of update...

2006-07-22T21:06:00.000+08:00

OkieZ... I kind of lazy now to update hahaha... So... About yesterday... In school lah... Do problem solving and play a lot of mario until I have completed MARIO!!! So Happy!!! But a bit sad as didn't do much on work like I leave work to my team mates... Sorry lah...

So back to today... Did nothing much... Just went with Jian Ping to downstairs of the block and study maths... Help hime in his 2nd try of O level... Though nothing much in it for me but it's ok... Feel Happy to help a friend... Then talk about 'old times' hahaha... Learn about things that I don't know about my old class... Then go home and play a bit of games...

So now take test hahaha...

Will You Be a Multimillionaire?

***Your Chances of Being a Multimillionaire: 68%***

You have a good chance of being a multimillionaire. Better than most people.
You simply have a natural knack for money and the personality for success.

Sad...Disgusted...Funny

2006-07-20T20:29:00.000+08:00

Yesterday never blog at all... Ok... so yesterday stay at home and watch Tsubasa... Very nice... Also went out with friends... meet xiao wen for the first time hahaha... Then also meet the rest... Russ lah, Pei Qi lah and Clar... don't want to put Clar beside got lah coz will become Clar Lah = Clara... hahaha... Today disturb Russ as he poor thing bit his tongue... Disturb about the actress thingy... then later go home and Sleep...

Today, wake up rush to school for Enterprise UT3 but then don't have cause cancelled... hahaha... celebrate... Then we all watch shows here and there and ya some nice some not so... Then do maths like siao also... hahaha... Then go home with people very fast and keep seeing the maths and computering faciliator... Saw Yyang King... Keep sing so loud and move head like carzy person...

So Go back home and Jam a little with some friends...

Now ready to sleep....

But First Take a test...

How Open Minded Are You?

***You Are 80% Open Minded***

You are so open minded that your brain may have fallen out!
Well, not really. But you may be confused on where you stand.
You don't have a judgemental bone in your body, and you're very accepting.
You enjoy the best of every life philosophy, even if you sometimes contradict yourself.

Tsubasa...

2006-07-18T20:26:00.000+08:00

Well, Today is enterprise day hahaha... Love that day LOL!!! Ok... so we practise UT3 mock questions and yes, I understand most of them... So kind of relieved...

Hmmm... I remember yesterday was damn funny... seems like pei qi spread to me... a child call my handphone and call me PAPA!!! Hahaha... wrong number sia...

Okok... back to today, James's team seems upset as they like prepare the presentation until so painstake and the Lao kok kok say don't let them present it when it was originally supposed to and ya, they kind of upset...

Today, I have been playing mario a bit and watch Tsubasa a lot!!! So kind of slack today... Went to coffee shop and eat and well... ok lah not so bad... a bit dirty though... Saw James and his team there too...

Ok nothing to say much so took test...

How Is Your Inner Child?

***Your Inner Child Is Surprised***

You see many things through the eyes of a child.
Meaning, you're rarely cynical or jaded.
You cherish all of the details in life.Easily fascinated, you enjoy experiencing new things.

A normal day as usual...

2006-07-17T20:49:00.000+08:00

Today communication module againz... We play as role of censorship board... We then do our problem statement and We all agreed to let playboy and satanic verses into singpore and gave reasons... But Han Ting keep using me as example of me buying playboy... say I look inncoent and cute? that I may not look so decent... A bit like what the hell... but its ok... its for our presentation.

Anyway, the censorship board never allow such thing to be sold to singapore... reasons? Protect us from harm in either way...

Nothing much to say so took a test once more...

What Color Flower Are You?

***You Are a Blue Flower***

A blue flower tends to represent peace, openness, and balance.
At times, you are very delicate like a cornflower.
And at other times, you are wise like an iris.
And more than you wish, you're a little cold, like a blue hydrangea.

Early Update...

2006-07-16T19:24:00.000+08:00

Today, nothing much to say except I play some games then keep eating and sleeping like pig hahaha...

My Laptop now seems like got so many problem... Very Tired...

Took a test...

What Is Your Love Number?

***Your Love Number is 1***

You tend to be a stubborn lover, holding your ground in every argumentYou take your time falling in love. You aren't the type to lose perspective.
You are loyal (to a fault), and you require the same loyalty in your sweetheart.
At your best, you are a wise and inspiring partner - who sticks around.

Disgusted...

2006-07-15T23:19:00.000+08:00

Today nothing much to do then go out with friends and watch disgusting show but surprisingly I watch this show still eating and staring... I must be siao liao...
See them do project like very okok until no battery... Then we all play O2jam and they used hack!!! But poor thing is that my friend keep kana kick out and later we all kana kick out... Then come back and play...
Eat too many fastfood... a bit sluggish now... Took a test...

Where Should You Spend Your Summer? If there is summer in Singapore...

***You Should Spend Your Summer at the Beach***

You're a free spirit who is always thinking of new ways to have fun.And you don't just love summer... you live for it.
So, you really should blow off your responsibilities and head to the beach!

Nearly Late Update...

2006-07-14T23:32:00.000+08:00

Today, it is PBL againz... But the topic ok... Not so diffcult...

Later got back home and then go out with friends... realised that I got A for science and B for communication, feel very happy!!! I got 3 As for different module UT... Then met Justin and Kelina, ok lah, they very nice de wor... Then play O2jam and so happy that can compelte a mission in just one play of a song... I very powerful!!! Hahaha... I just hou lianing hahaha...

Ok so, got back home and write blog... Took test now...

Could You Pass 8th Grade History?

***You Failed 8th Grade US History***

Sorry, you only got 0/8 correct!

One More Day...

2006-07-13T20:47:00.000+08:00

Today, maths and computering!!! WOOT!!! LOL!!! I got A for Maths and Computering UT!!! HAHAHAHA... Hou lianing now... Ok lah I think I heng only... So today our Maths and Computering UT3, I think I do well all thanks to the good result i see before the UT3 starts...

We all in a team so united and somemore solve the problems very fast!!! United Team!!! POWER!!! Anyway, I play mario at world 6 until so sianz coz cannot go through the damn maze!!! Ok tml must jia youz!!! Anyway, in my team we all take pictures!!! Later show u all hahaha... Also we all write RJ say don't change our team as the faciliator say that our team got powerful people in maths...

Also today send funny link about da vinci code to the faciliator and got permission to boardcast it in class hahaha... It is very funny de... must watch must watch...

So come back home... eat and drink, bath the now ready to sleep after taking to pei qi and chewy... Now clar also like eating hahaha...

Took a test...

***You Should Be a Science Fiction Writer***

Your ideas are very strange, and people often wonder what planet you're from.
And while you may have some problems being "normal," you'll have no problems writing sci-fi.
Whether it's epic films, important novels, or vivid comics...
Your own little universe could leave an important mark on the world!

By the way, thank goodness that you are ok...

Hurry update...

2006-07-12T21:16:00.000+08:00

Today, I got a number of things to say...

About two days ago, I kana let people eat my tofu LOL!!! This guy touch my waist and slide somemore!!! Then he realised he had mistaken me as for someone... OMG!!! Don't know whether he is gay or not... SCARY!!!

So back to today, I have been doing science and it is like kind of easy as of coz I like science...hahaha started to hou lian... Never seen An Jie see her crush Green Apple until so excited... Today also just read paul blog and is so sad... Don't know what happen... Haiz poor paul...

So today nothing much to say, Test Time!!!

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

***Your Birthdate: February 19***

You are resilient, and no doubt your resilience has already been tested.You've had some difficult experiences in your life, but you are wise from them.
Having had to grow up quickly, you tend to discount the advice of others.You tend to be a loner, having learned that the only person you can depend on is yourself.
Your strength: Well developed stability and confidence
Your weakness: Suspicion of others
Your power color: Eggplant
Your power symbol: Spade
Your power month: October

A Ok day...

2006-07-11T21:47:00.000+08:00

Today, I very slack and keep playing Mario hahaha... But today in the morning at the lesson, I edited a video on DC and make her very lose face... She looks like want to kill me but in the end never hahaha... I mean like it is a good advertisement they made so help them show off... At least the Enterprise Faciliator remembers her than forget her right? Somehow it is better to be remembered than be forgetten...

Well slack slack and more slack today and went out with friends and eat good goodies!!! So fun as they passed the food around as most of us are full at that time...

Somehow, I feel bad for my mother as she have to pay to turned on the internet connection and she have to went out for us also somemore not much money left... I think of going work in weekends or holidays soon...

Since nothing to say much... Took a test...

How Do You Live Your Life?

You have a good sense of self control and hate to show weakness.
You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.
You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences.
You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable.

Fast Update...

2006-07-10T21:24:00.000+08:00

Today lesson is very fun and easy as the topic is I am quite familiar with... Which is Advertisement!!! In the end of the lesson we got very funny advertisement made by different teams which is so funny and fun at the same time... Enjoy today very much...

But today when eating at Macdonald, saw this very small kid like 3 years old playing with a balloon with the Macdonald staff and he hit the Macdonald staff and of coz not so painful but the staff reacted like suprise when people play peek a boo with the baby and of coz the boy smile... Why is that so? I ask myself this and what I can think of is that every child like to see a reaction after hitting it like when we press a button, we expected to see some sort of reaction or we will get bored. So later I saw the boy do it again and the staff give same reaction which is funny to see but interesting...

Suddenly, after the staff gone, the boy dropped the balloon and his grandmother saw it and picked up for him and the boy later purposly drop it again and the grandmother pick again and warn the boy not to do it again... The boy did it againz and the grandmother angry and jkept his ballon but when he cried the grandmother gave him back the balloon and the boy never do it again... Like I said, every child expected a reaction after their actions so the boy thought it was a game but in the end backfired... So it is kind of funny to see such a thing as it makes me think a lot about human reactions...

So today do test againz...

What Age Do You Act?

***You Are 15 Years Old***

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

Early Update coz Tomorrow got school!!!

2006-07-09T19:57:00.000+08:00

So today a bit realxing as tomorrow got school... Today, I play a bit of maple and then I go out with friends to macdonald... Later see they do work so I explore a picture editing programe... Later for a while play O2jam and Clar come liao so continue their work and Pei Qi go off first as I think she stressed out... Russ can realx a little as he's beta already not so bad lor!!!

So come back home bath and do thie blog update after letting my bro use my laptop for a while... Nothing to say much actually...

So took a test...

How is Your Self Esteem?

***You Have Low Self Esteem 36% of the Time***

Generally, you feel pretty darn great about who you are, even when you mess up or fail.
Occasionally, a huge setback will make you question yourself, but you pick yourself up quickly.

One day more to school...

2006-07-09T00:57:00.000+08:00

Hmmm.... Today update late coz playing maple and O2jam!!! So happy that tomorrow go out with friends hahaha...

Ok back to today what I have been doing... Today watch anime... Then later my bro urge me to play maple and so I am playing maple then later pei qi and russ ask me to play O2jam then I play... Later play with my bro again...

So today nothing much to say... Took a test...

What Kind of Rocker Are You?

***You Are an Indie Rocker!***

You are in it for the love of the music...
And you couldn't care less about being signed by a big label.
You're all about loving and supporting music - not commercial success.
You may not have the fame and glory, but you have complete control of your career.

School is out!!! For 2 days only...

2006-07-07T23:55:00.000+08:00

Wah!!! Finally School days is now no more... 2 days only hahaha... I did not want to go to school if not for UT as I this week suffer from burnout...

Sadly, I did not run from school today after UT hahaha... Anyway, today, the team I am in is quite ok... Then Li Ling went boy craze as we went to find out who is her blackcurrent!!! Realising that his name is Shaun Ong, She just went a bit nuts hahaha... Somemore can find his friendster!!! Thatz make her went a bit crazy!!!

Then today also when going back home I accidentally miss one stop in the MRT as I was like stoned out!!! But I saw this interesting little kid try to balance himself at the part of the train where the floor is made of metal!!! It is so funny as he never fall once!!! I think he got talent of balancing!!!

Then in bus saw one guy kana scolded for not tapping his EZ link!!! Poor thing hahaha...

Helped Pei Qi do her project a little... Also help ber a bit... Nothing much actually to say... As never help much...

So took a test...

How's Your Body Image?

***Your Body Image is 12% Unhealthy, 88% Healthy***

You have a great body image. You know that no one looks perfect, and you're happy the way you are.
Also, you don't judge other people on their looks... and it helps them feel better about their own bodies!

Out Of Action...

2006-07-06T21:36:00.000+08:00

It had been one long day of watching anime... And once againz I have not been in school!!! It seems like I have not been in school often... Reason??? Tired... Nothing more than that...

So spend more time with my elder brother... Also read about ba zi adn etc... Tarot cards also... Astrology never touch much as it is kind of know liao... The easy part only... Astrology got one more part which is very diffcult to understand and chart out... So forget it... Can burst my brain...

Since nothing much to say... Took a test...

What Language Should You Learn?

C'est super! You appreciate the finer things in life... wine, art, cheese, love affairs.

You are definitely a Parisian at heart. You just need your tongue to catch up...

Finally at school once more... Extra Early update...

2006-07-05T18:49:00.000+08:00

Hi there, Today I update very very very...(after don't know how many times of very)... early!!! Why I update so early because I wanted to sleep early!!! Recently, I have not been sleeping early... So very tired hahaha...

Today, Science on water and more about it in further detail!!! Quite interesting actually!!! I don't mind doing that type of topic... But so many people never come today... The guys mostly all skip school... Hahaha... Influenced by me??? No!!! It is they tired maybe... However, today, i have fun with this science topic...

Today during breakout, when I come back to class saw the gals went crazy!!! Why??? Becoz there is a couple kissing and making out so obvious!!! We can see them directly through the windows and somemore they are at the table outside so technically all people can see it!!! Luckily, today, I not so KPO!!! So I didn't see hahaha... But got video of how gals go wild went see this kind of scence hahaha...

Released early today as there is only three teams presenting...So go home early... But I think in the bus i forgot to tap the card... In the end free bus ride!!! OOPS!!! LOL!!!

Now going to eat food, then sleep...

Before that... Took test...

How Selfish Are You?

***You Are 26% Selfish***

In general, you are a very giving person who treats others very well.But at times, you insist on getting your way - when it matters most to you.

Miss school againz???

2006-07-04T21:50:00.000+08:00

Today, I didn't go to school againz... Reason??? I don't know but I a bit depressed nowadays. So there is nothing much to say today except I keep watching anime non stop... I also sleep a lot today... It seems maybe because I am tired thatz why didn't go to school today...

Since nothing to talk much about today so time for a test!!!

How Stressed Are You?

***Your Stress Level is: 29%***

You are slightly prone to stress, but generally you keep it under control.

You know how to relax and take things as they come, even when your worlds seems to be falling apart.

Occasionally, you do let yourself get stressed out, but you snap out of it pretty quickly.

A Rest Day...

2006-07-03T22:11:00.000+08:00

Today, I got sick with stomach pain and quite a number of times went to toilet non-stop... So I didn't go to school today... Rest at home from 12am to 6am... Then 7am to 1pm... So almost 12 hours of sleep and I am recovered!!!

I today went to LEO and check my mail and don't know whether to thank God or what, I didn't make it to Jammers' Arena!!! Anyway, It is great as I know that the CCA really sucks!!! So I don't mind at all hahaha... Who will want to pay $50 for training when I know someone who can maybe teach me for free!!! I am so happy!!! Hahaha...

Now I have to sleep hahaha... as tomorrow I have school so see ya...

Here is a test I took before I go...

***What Your Face Says***
At first glance, people see you as down to earth and reliable.
Overall, your true self is passionate and physical.

With friends, you seem logical, detached, and a bit manipulative.

In love, you seem mysterious and interesting.

In stressful situations, you seem cheerful and optimistic.

Slightly Green...

2006-07-02T23:16:00.000+08:00

Today went to see movie... Eat popcorn and drink coke... Then after movie when to see Pei Qi and Clar and Hock Meng... But in the meantime, go shop shop... Then Clar later on silently go off like he so angry... I don't know what happen... Then later we eat... I got stomach pain... Then Go home... Still feeling unwell... Don't Know Tomorrow can go to school...

Here is a test I took...

What Should You Major In?

***Your Scholastic Strength Is Deep Thinking***

You aren't afraid to delve head first into a difficult subject, with mastery as your goal.You are talented at adapting, motivating others, managing resources, and analyzing risk.

You should major in:
Philosophy
Music
Theology
Art
History
Foreign language

Late Update Becoz of Friendz...

2006-07-02T02:23:00.000+08:00

Today... ok yesterday... Me and russ go mac as nothing to do today... Go there see guy eating fries very long... cannot tahan... Russ let me disturb until he cannot tahan also... So we wait for they all before we can eat... That is about ten plus they arrived... but in the meantime we play abit of O2jam and piano... Who are they??? They are Clar and PeiQi... So Pei Qi so hungry and go and eat first... Then we all buy food... Then eat... Then play o2jam... Pei Qi cannot finish lv9 songs with 100 combo... I also cannot finish lv9 songs with 100 combo... But how I did it??? Anyway... Clar's gf come in and play... She become pro liao... hahahaha... But still I endure the most... I can survived the most diffcult songs...only for a while LOL!!! Go home and then drink dad's soup and play some more O2jam... Now blogging... don't know what to say but... I took another test...

How Lucky Are You?

***Your Luck Quotient: 56%***

You have an average luck quotient.There's been times when you've been extremely lucky... but also times when you've been very unlucky.You probably know that you can make your own luck in life, if you're open to it.So listen to your intuition as much as you can. It's right more often than you might expect.

A week of school ended so it is called weekend!!!

2006-06-30T21:33:00.000+08:00

Today school is so realxing as the problems are no longer diffcult anymore... So everyone must be hardworking this week!!! UT for enterprise came out and I got B+ for it. It's ok for me as it is so expected... hahaha...

So Weekend come and got plans to go out with my friends... Hahaha... So close we are...

Today do nothing much so I quite sianzzz and go and disturb gals hahaha... They so poor thing hahaha... But later kana shoot by another gal hohoho... Then I kana hahaha...

Mohsen very power today... purposely asked questions to James' team as Yuvvone say wrong things as she is half asleep hahaha... Then cause confusion to the faciliator and make the team stand there like 20 mins hahaha...

Thatz all the funny things I can say as the rest is not so funny when you didn't see it...

So took a test...

What Element Is Your Love?

***Your Love Element Is Metal***

In love, you inspire and respect your partner.For you, love is all about fusing together for one incredible life experience.
You attract others with wit and a bit of flash.Your flirting style is defined by making others want and value you.
Greatness and optimism are the cornerstones of your love life.You may let go too easily, but you never get weighed down by your past.
You connect best with: Earth
Avoid: Fire
You and another Metal element: will control and smother each other

Missing Out In Action for Badminton...

2006-06-29T21:22:00.000+08:00

Today, wake up feel tired so decided not to go and play badminton... So wear long sleeves as I feel very cold today... Then wear my clothes and go to school and today never see Mohsen as maybe he gone off on another bus liao... Squeeze in the bus... Scared miss UT so didn't wait for Danchen and they all...

Reached class... Just nice can turn on laptop and open UT client and some notes on UT... Do the UT and felt it was so diffcult... Expected a C grade... Then Maths today... Learn about probabitlity... Sianzzz... Coz I know how to do it... but surprising is that there is a lot of different way to do it and I don't even know at all... But still it's basics is the same...

Then I think maybe my maths will get C also LOL!!! Then I never go badminton hahaha... Later on who knows I maybe cannot go to school tomorrow LOL!!!

Today, Jovina very poor thing as she accept someone in msn and she don't even know who is it!!! It is like this guy is from forward emailfound this email address and add her... She sure Blame Han Ting as it is his fault LOL!!! He is the one who press accept... Then another time Jovina and May got ppl fake their nick but it is so easy to discover who is it as the email is different.

Clarice is the most funniest!!! James just playfully place the badminton racket on her head gently and she got shock like electric shock her!!! HAHAHAHA!!! When I see her reaction, I laugh quite loud!!! LOL!!! She scold me LOL!!! Then later happen again and I laugh very very loud hahaha... She scold me I also don't care LOL!!!

Skip School?

2006-06-28T20:09:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA... Today I miss the 3rd meeting in schoolso as I could go back home early for some matters. Today topic is so much easier then the last few topics... So at the 1st meeting do some work then Mitch go off at second meeting as he had stomach pain... Then I do somemore work and go off at third meeting...

Then later sleep on MRT and accidently disturb someone and somemore an anuntie talk to me also LOL!!!

Reach home den settle the family matter...

Now sianzz... Don't know what to write...

So took one test...

How Evil Are You?

***You Are 22% Evil***

A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well.In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil.

Today, Today and more Today?

2006-06-27T21:14:00.000+08:00

WAH!!! Today is Lao Kok Kok aka LKK lesson! So we all relax!!! Then Jovina play the funny clips to everyone and all see laugh lor!!!

Somemore LKK buy prawn cracker for us all!!! The big pack type and each team got one!!! Eating in class is illegal in RP but still we eat the food!!! In front of teacher somemore!!! SO SHIOK!!! LKK saw me eat cookies alone and say will give me C!!! Sad sia!!! I think he will really give me C but it will be much later coz if he give now, I will remember what he sayabout giving me a C!!!

Anyway today topic is really really dry... So sianzzz... but still LKK so good to us so never mind lor... Anyway, we got do the questions expect for the last one which is so hard!!! Then we all play piano that pei qi send me de. Hahaha... I still the best in class... starting to hao lian... Head started to becaome big big liao!!!

Then after the quiz, Jovina siao liao she keep writing today in every start of the sentence!!! Then Jovina, May and me go eat waffle!!! SO nice lor!!! But not cheap!!! So I owe Jovina $$ asI have no smal change and she also don't have small change!!!

Go home then have chat with friends... getting closer to pei qi as we heart to heart talk... don't be sad ar!!! Be happy!!! I think the person know what I mean by that...

More questions run through my mind...

Why there are problems in a family when they are supposed to be united?

Why some perfect family don't understand us the more problematic family?

Why it is hard to be in a perfect family?

Will I be a good family father if I were to have a family on my own with my wife?

Why we the children will be affected by our parents behaviors?

Why I am so pessimistic now?

I don't know the answer to these questions once more... But haizzz... feeling a bit depressed...

A easy week perharps?

2006-06-26T22:47:00.000+08:00

Today is funny day lah... We all watch funny clips and it is quite funny lor but I didn't laugh much at the english thing but I laugh at the toilet one LOL!!! Lesson today is very realxing lor so got time to see such things... Today also is Xiao Yuan Birthday!!! So we got celebrate but it is kind of last min and she also know what we doing lor... No fun at all...
After school then go clar house to do internet thing and do until 2 to 3 hours lah!!! Sickening LOL!!! But I more relax as I never help much LOL!!! I keep playing and sapping his internet connection LOL!!!
Then at night, I watch more funny clips and It is so damn funny lah...
Since nothing much to say, I took this test...

What's Your Theme Song?

***Your Theme Song is Beautiful Day by U2***

"Sky falls, you feel likeIt's a beautiful dayDon't let it get away"
You see the beauty in life, especially in ordinary everyday moments.And if you're feeling down, even that seems a little beautiful too.

School Once More... Countdown anyone?

2006-06-25T22:35:00.000+08:00

Yo readers!!! Tomorrow got school for all students in SG!!! I also got school Tomorrow also but I already had school since last week and now adjusting to school life...
Now must make a promise to myself... I will go to school for the next 8 weeks and never skip once at all unless I am sick... I don't know whether I can do it or not but I will try!!!
Today go out with friends and see they do their projects until so tired... Doing Alice can be very tiring... Then we watch the red dots and it is so funny lor when russ friend say it scared her alot... LOL!!! Ok lah we like so bad but at least no one faint or whatsoever... Well I only wish that their projects will be successful and get good grades!!!
Just now my friend disturb me with the signing in and out of msn... Sry people who got invovle in it as I do it back to him... SRY!!!
Now must get ready for school... Nothing much to say... Here is a test I took...

What Is Your World View?

You tend to be an unhappy person.You tend to feel guilty about your own emotions.And generally, you lack confidence in your opinions.
You know the so-called facts of life, but not to enjoy life itself. You are not a realist, and you are inclined to be stubborn.You don't hold a very high opinion of the opposite sex.

Now must add in a little... Some of it does not describe me LOL!!!

Late Update Once more...

2006-06-25T02:45:00.000+08:00

Today, around in the early after 12 midnight of yesterday, I recieved call from a friend and it is kind of sad to see her like that... She keep hang up and call me every now and then... In the meantime, I play O2jam... We talk until 4 plus going to 5 then I go to sleep...
Wake early in the morning due to that I have something to do... After that, I eat my lunch and continue playing RO... Until at night, I got sick of RO...
My mother cooked today and it tasted bad... She only can cook soup which is so nice... But the rest of the food is like kind of tasteless or too much taste... Still kind of happy to eat it up as My mother cook leh... Family mah... Felt the family warmth...
Life is great for me but for my friend it became worse... not want to say too much about it as it is kind of like gossiping if I were to write it...
Why do love does harm to you...
Why love can also heal someone wounds and create a deeper wound in the heart...
Loving hurts at times...
So should we live in a world of love...
I don't know the answers to that questions... But I do know that giving out your love sometimes hurt but you know that it creates happiness for someone... So it is best to give out your love and show that you care...
Sometimes in Life, it can be unfair to you but actually my concept of unfairness in life is that it depends on how you see it as unfair... Life have been fair for me but to others they say my life is full of unfairness... Why is that so... I don't know... Maybe I am a Happy go lucky type of person... So I see no unfairness in my life... Haizzz... Take it as an experience if you make any unfairness... Why be sad over it when you can overlook it or learn from it... You instead of losing but actually gain more then what others might not have...
Time for me to sleep now... full of questions left unanswered... All this is my opinion and it does reflect on any other people so don't take it too seriously to your heart...

Late update due to friends!!!

2006-06-24T00:14:00.000+08:00

Today, I never go school coz I am tired LOL!!! I PONTANG!!! LOL!!! I never go school... ORH HOR ME BECOME BAD LIAO... NO more guai guai de me... So I whole day at home watch tv and play RO...
Then later, russ call and we two go out... I saw Jovina call me in the morning and I never pick... Sorry Jovina... Then bathe and bring laptop go out to downtown MacDonald... Then we eat dinner over there and on laptop go msn and play O2jam... I play with O2jam with peiqi and russ... Peiqi come later after she watch Scary Movie 4... I know that movie is damn funny but it is kind of NC16 funny... LOL!!!Then Peiqi talk about all her school things and Russ also talk about school things... By the way, Russ's alice is like so good lor... Only few unreal thingy... Then we all talk and laugh all the way...
Haizzz... Since today nothing to talk much... Here is a test I took...

How Do People See You?

***Slow and Steady***

Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy.
They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder.
It'd really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment.
They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.

The perharps week of diffcult studies or not hardworing enough week...

2006-06-22T21:36:00.000+08:00

This week really really very hard... Why all the topics of the modules are so hard!!! Sometimes, I think I started to become very slack and not hardworking enough!!! Haizzz... I am getting lazier... Next week MUST JIA YOUZZZ!!!
LiLing today return me money more than what I had expected... kind of happy... and worry coz she may have problems after giving this amount of money...
Today, topic damn hard lor and somemore the faciliator confused me lah!!! I can do that code but because of another code used, I cannot do it!!! But I not entirely upset about it as I have already learned myself one set of codes and it works great and somemore it is one of the question of presentation...
Then later go badminton and play with May, Jovina and Clarice... Play until ok lah not so tired but poor Jovina have to run and kana hit by me!!! Hit the head ar, body ar and legs ar... also go between her legs 3 times LOL!!! Having fun lah... keep laughing lor...
Go to etc section as I have finally something in the etc section!!!
Now drinking PaPa soup... mmm... tasty...
Here is a test I took...

How Pisces Are You?

***You are 80% Pisces***

Ahhh...Nice Sleep...

2006-06-21T21:54:00.000+08:00

WAH!!! Today problem is really for hard... Somemore I like science and it is so hard... In the end, we sort of crap the way through but still when she presented the 6P, I think that I kind of understand... Must be my brain so long never work that is why I cannot understand so fast as I used to...
Today, the class atmosphere it is like so stressed out but somehow I don't really feel so stress as I think this topic is like we seen it works so many times before but hard to explain... No wonder the guy who came up this basic theory died of frustration as he killed himself. However, thanks to him, some people can get his idea and form a solution for his theory... He died at least for something... Then the faciliator knows that we don't even know at all so I believe she grade us by how much we can understand this theory...
Today, our faciliator got another faciliator with her and it is like what I recall from Lao Kok Kok, he say that it only happens when she is rated as bad faciliator... She that bad? I don't know that she can be that bad...
Today after the lesson, we keep disturbing Jovina... Clarice and me disturb her until she siao liao and started to attack us by unzipping the bags LOL!!! Then later left Clarice and I, we all talk about who is not here ar, my hand operation, St John CCA and Fengshuai!!!
When I reached home, I go and sleep liao so fast!!! Now then wake up do blogging!!! So now like cannot sleep and it is 10 plus!!! OMG!!! I thought it is onli 9 lor den wah I sleep so long... I think study for tomorrow UT on vb code...

Here is a test I took...

What Sign Should You Be?

***You Should Be A Cancer***
What's good about you: you're incredibly kind, caring, and generousWhat's bad about you: you can be too moody and impossible to understandIn love: you enjoy wining and dining the object of your affectionIn friendship, you're: likely to depend on other friends for emotional supportYour ideal job: historian, marine biologist, or religious figureYour sense of fashion: you dress to match your moodYou like to pig out on: classic home cooked meals, like mac and cheese

Wise saying from JOVINA???

2006-06-20T21:04:00.000+08:00

Today the whole class so relax lor!!! The faciliator aka Lao Kok Kok is always very good and make things relaxing for us!!! But hor he gave us the UT preparation powerpoint but inside got answers to the problem we have today!!! So our group quickly say we want to do presentation!!! LOL!!! We then copy abit from the powerpoint slides!!! Wahahaha I so evil LOL!!!
Today Jovina siao liao, she so siao that started to make me siao too lor!!! She keep crack jokes until we all laugh lor!!! The loudest we all laugh is that May come over to our group to talk to Jovina that she stomach pain maybe want to go toilet and she also want to know what to do... Then after she talk to us and laughing that time, An Jie come over and hit her butt!!! Then it is like May give out the very funny sound 'OHHHHHHH' in like indian slang. Then all laugh non stop!!! Somemore ask her whether she feel like go toilet!!! Then she say something funny again LOL!!! Forgot what she say liao...
The toilet today really getting bad to worst... at first is cigarettes ashes then now poop on the floor of the two cubical!!! Hard to go toilet sia...
Today also disturb Jovina using her saying as wise saying LOL!!! Saying like you fail to plan, you plan to fail. LOL!!!
I went to jammer arena for interview and it goes bad as I say some wrong things... so messed up...

Here is a test I took...

How Do You Communicate?

***You Communicate With Your Ears***

You love conversations, both as a listener and a talker.What people say is important to you, and you're often most affected by words, not actions.You love to hear complements from others. And when you're upset, you often talk to yourself.Music is very important to you. It's difficult to find you without your iPod.

Run from school...

2006-06-19T22:05:00.000+08:00

Today the communication topic is too hard LOL!!! Then many people ran away from class and I heard go orchard lor!!! LOL!!! I never run de one LOL coz i so good LOL blechx!!! Then hor Li Ling Blog hor got password LOL!!! I thought of passing her the code for it today but since she got never mind... Though Hate her but a promise is a promise LOL!!!
Today, everyone run so fast lah... Maybe this is the bad thing I am feeling for this pass week LOL!!! I have to do with Shu Yun... Sadnesss... LOL!!! Left we two doing and I feel bad as Eileen and Chen QI have to come to our group and their problem statment is different form us...
Today nothing much to say except that I almost say Li ling look nice in that clothes LOL!!! But its ok lor, coz I always talk to ppl even if I don't like them and somemore I will go to their birthday party and but them present LOL!!!
Well since my blog is so less... Here is a test I took...

What Do People Envy About You?

***People Envy Your Generosity***
You're a giving soul, and you'd do almost anything for those you love. And they'd do anything for you!People may envy how giving you are, but more than anything, they envy those you open your heart to.

Today Talk a lot!!!

2006-06-18T23:53:00.000+08:00

Hahahaha... Today I do essay finish liao so I am quite happy!!! Thx to my friends for the survey!!! LOVE YOU PEOPLE!!! Thanks to James for giving good feedback about some of the bad questions and Jovina for helping to ask for me and many more that are willing to spend that long 5 mins or more for me!!!
Now I know it is so late to update but can do lah LOL!!! Today talk to more friends so more happy!!! Somemore Bluff people and steal the pic LOL!!! Anyway, Talk about clar and his gf about their love life LOL and they are so pei LOL!!! Not bad clar not bad... Somehow I think it is she seduce clar lor!!! Then i add clar gf and lilian and rebecca add me also they both are long time no see sec friends!!! Suddenly got a lot of friends!!! SO HAPPY!!!
Speaking of clar.... Happy Birthday Clar!!! But sad to say that tomorrow i cannot join u... some other day bah... I tomorrow got feeling will be bad... Don't know why...
Late liao but since so short m blog... Here is a test I took...

What Temperment Are You?

***You Have a Melancholic Temperament***
Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything.You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life.You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you.
Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace.You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life.Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times.
At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you.You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others.You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult.

Going to school soon...

2006-06-18T01:00:00.000+08:00

Well School is coming!!! Sianzzz... I have to finish up my 1500 words essay... Now I had written 900 plus words... Left 600 to go... Quite happy!!!
Anyway, this is not the reason why I late update my blog!!! I actually watch Ginga Densetsu Weed the anime and God it is so damn nice... Love those Akita LOL!!! After that the 20 episodes I watch left 6 more to go but sad sia it is up to only 20 episodes so far... I go and search for more in the end found out that this is a sort of part 2!!! The part 1 is all about Gin the father of Weed!!! I just now not long watch that episode 1 only and I found out I could understand some part of the Ginga Densetsu Weed about why they fight the bear in the past... The part 1 of the Ginga series is Ginga Nagareboshi Gin!!! Man I feel it is damn cool that show but it is kind of funny as the mouth never move when it speaks!!! So it is like watching old movie laughing at the poor effects LOL!!! But hey who knows that in the future the next generation also laughing at our this generation animations or movies!!! Well I believe this thing never changes...
Okok... Now back to my life LOL!!! Today talk to paul more LOL coz she like only online... Then later talk to pei qi about clar birthday and all... At night then get to talk to russ LOL and somemore he ask me to play O2 jam!!! I want to also but he offline so fast LOL! After that come to sad case again... about the money... I started to heck care liao... But still I have to do it... Still I know that someone is like that... If I not wrong... But this can leave to Monday LOL!!!
Now starting to worry about the Jammers interview... Scare cannot go in LOL!!! Oh ya by the way, I today recieve the call from the talent search people that I met before I meet Eileen 2 days ago... Forgot to blog it coz it sound stupid... Well that day,I came off the MRT and waiting at the control station and this lady approach me and talk about the what talent thingy and I was Blur at that day so I gave her my handphone number and name... Then a guy come to me and once again, I am so blur that I did the same thing... Later I scold myself for being stupid... Then today one of them call and hope to see me for interview LOL!!! I look handsome meh? I don't think so lor LOL!!! Anyway they want to look for new face for magazine LOL!!! I think they want nerdy face like me!!! LOL!!! I reject them lor coz dun feel like being part of it BUT with encouragement from Paul... I think I may go and check out what it is... LOL!!! Started to zi lian and I think it is Jovina Fault!!! LOL!!! No lah just joking only LOL!!! Well it is kinda late so cya!!!

A End Of A Friendship?

2006-06-16T20:37:00.000+08:00

Well the person who make me started blogging is now not a friend of my anymore... I will not tolerate a bitchy, stingy and fucking bitch de LI LING!!! Today she make me even very angry!!! I feel that no longer I can communicate to her!!! I today talking to Chewy about the money she have to pay and that bitch just nice online and Chewy ask me to talk to her about it. So I ask her can she pay $13 for ray birthday or not. She say siao and she added that she pay 1/6 of the cake price and I say she got drink also what. Then she say she take only few sips and willing to pay only $1. What The Fuck!!! I also drink a little and I pay $28 in total for that!!! I cannot touch alcohol at all so it is kind of wasted for me and yet because it is ray birthday so I don't mind! But what the hell she say like as though it is I want to pay for ray share... Yah I am willing but she is not!!! What a kind of friend she is!!! Fuck her sia!!! She only think of money, bloody money-minded Bitch!!!
I don't even mind that if she reading my blog because our friendship ends here!!! I cannot tolerate her no longer as she to me is not a good friend at all!!! I learn one thing about opening a party is NEVER TO INVITE LI LING!!!
Haizz... though u can see that I am so angry with her but actually I not very happy to end this kind of friendship but this time she very overboard and some more she thinks she is right...
I can even remember the times where I and her are as friends together... She is so funny lor and also don't like to own people money... At class she can really make people laugh hahahaha... Now I am left with memories of a ended friendship...
Well at least today I am happy coz paul she online hahaha then we talk and also pei qi online too and talk more LOL!!! It is good to make old friends once in a while... Kind of happy as paul usually doesn't like to know this kind of thing still listen to what I say... Thx Paul!!! Pei qi, she is always there when you need her... So kind of happy when I think about it...
Do I regret that by writing this can break my friendship with Li Ling? Actually No!!! I am ready to prepare the pain that I caused upon myself... Losing a friend is the worst pain for me... Though now suffering in pain but because of my own pride is being hurt and GOD it hurts damn badly...
Learning to forgive and forget is actually all the long I have always been like that... only for all those who know me well will know I am that kind of person... So This is consider unforgivable... However this shows that I need to be more forgiving... Haizzz... Mine is a sad case... All preharps brought upon myself... No more morning buddy...

The Party...

2006-06-16T13:38:00.000+08:00

Well yesterday like I had said it is RAY BIRTHDAY!!! I first go out with the gals to buy T-shirt that I fork out $4 only LOL!!! But when meeting them... I have to wait for 30 mins for them but luckily that Eileen is there and we talk while wait so not so boring LOL!!! Then I also help them to carry things hahahaha...
Then later I go to Bishan and buy some fries since I come so early, I ordered a medium size fries and wait... for 20mins!!! I am quite angry as it is the LONGEST TIME I wait for just one item!!! To make things worse I noticed that they cooked the fries and serve others then cook again as no more!!! I order first and where is my ORDER!!! I never scold them but instead I ask them where is my order and instantly they give me... What a service!!!
Then later I wait for James and Ram and WAH!!! I wait for 45mins LOL!!! BUt never mind coz I used to wait for an hour for someone!!! I started to think today is a test of my patientance LOL!!! Then James come and we both go off first since Ram have not come yet and he is also quite far LOL!!!
So James and I take taxi to buy food and cake and drinks LOL!!! After buying all, we went to James house and rest for a while!!! Then we go out and fetch ram and raymond at the MRT station and we walk all the way there and back!!! It is a long wait but hey who cares coz I love walking LOL!!! After Raymond come to the house and James started the drink thing going!!! And with 2 cups Raymond already drunk!!!
Then we went to MRT station to fetch chewy, xiao yuan, li ling and li ling friend Jac if I not wrong... But anyway we fetch them and sort of lost our way a little LOL!!! But in the end found our way hahaha...
Then we start party and realized that the pizza is beef OMG!!! But only Li ling cannot eat so James give her chicken to eat... Then we all drink but I never touch alcohol even once so does Li Ling friend LOL!!! When we bring out the cake I nearly fought with Li Ling and luckily fir CHEWY I keep quiet about it and decided to pursure further!!! But I am very angry with Li Ling about the price to pay coz she seems very unreasonable... I don't wish to say what she said...
Anyway, I leave the place at 12 after lost some gambling money and the main reason I left is coz of Li Ling as she spoilt my day...
Reach home have two great 9weeks friendz to hear my anger... Jovina and James you are GREAT!!! Sleep until noon and now blogging and caculate the price of who have to pay... Headache... but i think they all have to pay to me... but start to feel bad for James and Ram... coz they pay also but sadly It is my school money so cannot let it off easily as I have to survive with this money for 2 weeks of school...
Anyway Sorry Raymond... It seems like I spoilt ypur Birthday by saying all such thing for the price of the party and etc...